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2007-05-10T04:47:00.000-07:00

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2007-05-08T17:03:00.000-07:00

TWO DAYS OUT WITH TAN PEI QIN AND BRENDON TNG!

Finally.. MAC MAC MACCCCCC BREAKFAST :D
But..I'm stl yearning for breakfast with YOUUUUUU :D

Teehee.

Went for grocery shopping todayyyy :D
More pics coming up on Mac Breakfast and Grocery Shopping sooooon! (:

TATAS :D:D

2007-05-05T15:24:00.000-07:00

Hello hello (:

Haha, wanted to update yesterday but was kind of lazy, so decided to update today! Anyway, papers were hard for yesterday. Esp CL. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm fit to be a Chinese? LOL. Nevertheless, I tried. Will try harder for CL P1! I'll score well for that to make sure that I pass my overall. EL P1 was ok? But I'm lack of nice words to use. And I dno about the format for Functional Writing. Went to KFC with many many after papers. Was laughing like maddies? Ha, went back home, slacked, and went for night study. Memorise quite alot? Ha, yeah. Went to central, back home, studied, sleep.

Wake up and rushed for piano class today. Ahh, I was early for lesson today! But. Frgt to bring fees. Haha. The practical was a torture today, and I so hate it! Everyday is like pretty the same ahhuh? I dno luh, but I feel it that way. Aft the 3 papers, gonna really concentrate hard on CL! I don't wna retake CL paper again.

Gees, I want my Macdonald Breakfast! Someone, bring me there early in the morning! :D And, bring me to shop for more clothes! Make my day happy, give me Happy Meal everyday! Ha, so random I know (:

JOY and GARY (:
Seriously, I've to blog about you two everyday?
Ok, I blogged about you two today.

SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY IS NEARING (:

2007-05-02T18:04:00.000-07:00

BACK TO BLOG (:

Sorry, that I havent been updating? Listening to Qing Tian currently, and I miss my past alot. Ha, so random I know. Nevermind, shall update more about JJC immersion!

To cut the whole story short, I really enjoy myself over there. The leaders, really great lah. And I love the life there. &! There's Basketball Girls there! Sounded crazy? But then, that really motivates me alot to join JJC aft O'levels! The three month thingy, ya? So I'll be working extremely hard for Prelims to go there aft that, and enjoy my life, and of cos, to see if I'm suitable for JC life. (:

Had F&N test and Chem test today? Ha, things turned out to be pretty well! And my hands, are like so tired after writing down everything for F&N test ok. ESSAY (:

Days back home everyday. Till now, I haven't even talk to my dad aft that incident. God, what should I do! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

((((((((((((((((((:
HELLO JOY, the lame butt, and GARY, the lame arse!
Haha, I blogged about you two ok!
Make sure, when you two have blogs, BLOG ABOUT MEEEEEEEE (:
I SO SO SO LOVE YOU TWO LAH, and CHOCOLATES!
So, rmb my chocolates! (:

TATAS (:

And I'm sorry, if I ruined your beautiful life.

2007-04-29T01:01:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to blog about JOY and GARY today? Yes, you two are going famous!

Ha, anw they two are very lame lah, lame butt and lame arse! But I'd a great time chatting with them? LOL. I missed my long long bus ride mate! Suzana Neo Seok Na, I actually missed you! Ha, it's a torturing to go school w/o her! Was late for Chem, and rushed for piano class. Of cos', was late for class too cos' Ms Wong released us at 9.45am? Ha, taking MRT is a torture lah, so many ppl! LOL. Slept in the aftn and woke up late for fellowship so didn't went for it. Yes, was slacking in Msn all the way now, and thank you Eric, Luchella and Alyssa! (:

Ahh, Church service tomorrow ((:

FRIENDS ; that's what we are now. ((:

2007-04-27T15:02:00.000-07:00

Finally, got the time to blog (:

Days had been fine, just that as usual, still not talking with Dad. But, that doesn't gotta bother me so much, cos' I know.. If I don't talk to him, there won't be anymore quarrels again - which is kinda, great? Yeah! Anyway, had been having tests and tests! And.. Today's F&N was postponed cos' not everyone wants to take the test - but I study damn hard for it! Ha, nevermind.

Mugging, mugging, & mugging. Everyone has started studying for th 1st prelim! Study smart, everyone! :D

Back to school, the tension are really rising lah! & Went back home straight after school, everyday. How I wish there is someone to accompany me on my bus ride everyday aft sch (: - Fat Hope, I know.

& I'm hungry now )':
Back to study aft finishing my Fishball noodles, ha!
And people, do tag! LOL, thank you!

K, Goodbye for now.

:D Lead me to your side, and make my day meaningful.

2007-04-22T14:25:00.000-07:00

K, I'm fine now. Not in talking terms with my dad but that's okay. Cos' I live for myself, isit it? Thank you, Joy and Aly especially. You two made me realise that parents aint everything, and I gotta focus on what want to do, and not what is going wrong in this family relationship. To them, I may be just someone else who have that kinda attitude problem. But I don't really need them to live my life! That's just their opinion abt me aft all, and no one is perfect! Or else, we wouldn't have to seek God's advice anymore. I know, I can survive without the love from them.

Anyway, memorised quite alot of SS Sec three notes yesterday night. And my goal for this week is to finish memorising the whole of SS notes for the upcoming 1st prelim SS paper that is just 17days away. The first paper for 1st prelim just 12 days away! Tension is rising! It's time for me to start mugging hard again and perhaps, no more blogging until the end of exams? Unless I'm really feeling irritated and need somewhere to shout all my unwants.

& After all, I still want to be your good girl even though I know I wouldn't have this chance again.
I havent got that spect that I want, budden it doesn't really makes me feel happy even if I have it done now.

I just want the nice shopping days, another basketball / pool moment, and and! MACDONALD BREAKFAST. I'm craving of it, for all the nicest stuffs, and I stl do. (:
Perhaps, going for a jog to destress later. (:

K, goodbye for now.

2007-04-21T09:23:00.000-07:00

DAMN F! YOU SPOILER. SPOIL MY DAY OF STUDYING. SO WTH, YOU WANT ME TO STUDY WELL WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN PROVIDE ME A CONDUSIVE PLACE FOR ME! LAST TIME, FUCKING LONG TIME AGO, WHEN THOSE OLDER ONES ARE TAKING THEIR O LEVEL, YOU ASKED ME NOT TO EVEN UTTER A SOUND! NO TV, EVERYTHING A NONONO! THAT WAS WHEN I'M IN PSCH OKAY. AND NOW, THAT'S HOW YOU TREAT ME WITH THAT DAMN F ATTITUDE. FUCK OFF LAH, LIKE AS THOUGH YOU KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH. AND THAT BLOODY YOU, EVEN WNA BEAT ME WITH YOUR BELOVED DIGITAL CAMERA. I DARE YOU TO DO SO. IF YOU KILL ME, I WOULD JUST LEAVE YOUR BLOODY GOOD WORLD. IF YOU WOULD WNA DO SO, THEN WHY NOT JUST NOT CREATE MEEEEEEE! FUCKING, I HAVE ENOUGH. I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THOSE NONSENCES. YOU FUCKER, I WOULD NOT LIVE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATION ANYMORE. YOU ARE NOT THE ONE I ADORE, NOT THE ONE I LOVE. SO WTH, I NEED YOU TO MAKE ME LIVE MEH. IT'S SUCKING ENOUGH THAT YOU GUYS CREATED ME, AND

I NEED MYSELF TO LIVE AND THAT'S ENOUGH. FOR JUST THIS ONCE, FUCK OFF AND JUST GET OUT OF MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE. I CAN SURVIVE ON MYSELF. BULL FUCKING SHIT.

AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ALL GAVE ME SO MUCH LOVE IN THE BEGINNING AND NOW.. SPOILING MY DAY. FUCK OFF WILL YA?

I NEED SOMEWHERE CONDUSIVE TO STUDY. I DONT WNA SEE THOSE FUCKING FACE ANYMORE EVEN THOUGH I HAD TO. IT'S ALL ENOUGH SAID. NOT HAPPY, KILL ME LAH. AFT ALL YOU ALL CREATED ME SO YOU ALL HAVE THE RIGHT TO KILL ME WHAT. KILL LAH, I DARE YOU. I'M SICK OF BEING TREATED IN SUCHA WAY ALR.

2007-04-20T17:04:00.000-07:00

I CHANGED A NEW BLOGSKIN!
I know, it's been days since I last blogged!
Anyway, kinda sick of my old blogskin alr, so decided to change to this. Teenage Mess :D

Anyway, had F&N test today.Rushed back home aft school and rushed back just to hand it that ~~damn~~ CCA cert. And end up, Mrs Choong went back home before I got her signature. Wasted trip, but Iqah finally handed in her CCA cert alr. Of course, got lectured by Mr Dan Koh but he finally allows me to hand in on Monday! Yayye.

Fourteen Days to FIRST PRELIM~
I must hit my target this time round.
FOURTEEN DAYS ONLY!

Piano Class tomorrow, and parents bringing me to get a new spects today! WHEEEE-x, finally (:

Days had been hectic, life as well. Didn't manage to run faster than my personal best record for two-point-four -13.53minutes. Of course, going to try harder and win myself! -JIAYOU-

Gonna study after bathing and having dinner! Thank God for today, cos' I've made it through.
-blessed- And I had been going back home straight after school this week! Okay, it's not a big deal to many of us, but I succeeded and it's a BIG BIG deal for mee (: Suzana, I'm guai hor! :D

Shall end here and have a good good bath for today now.

The only thing I'm trying to hold onto is.. YOU.
This relationship, this moment, and those wonderful memories :D

2007-04-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

I'm down with Flu(?) But I'm strong! Doing my weekly plan tomorrow. & Gonna go do my plans for tomorrow as well! 3 more days to SYF people, CHOIR AND BAND, DO YOUR BEST. Auntie Insane, getting GWH is possible LAH! :D

I want either one, badly. But Tortoise said that brown one is quite old alr (?) I want it lah. Haha

Mus go and study alr, TATAS!

2007-04-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

Had great time this week! The motivation camp really make me feel motivated. Thank you trainers for teaching us the values for life. Thanks Amin, Ramesh and Woei Tang! They let me realise my dreams, and the 10 skills for studying. Cried on the second day of camp aft thinking about the past and my loved ones. Many others cried too, but it made us not to take things for granted alr. Really have this urge to tell my mum "I LOVE YOU" but I didn't dare in the end, and I dunno why. But I guess, I've changed to the better? I'm starting to appreciate what she's doing for me all this while alr. She woke up early in the morning just to prepare breakfast for me, open the door for me when I'm back home. Cook for me when I'm hungry, earn more money to provide for the family income, and nag at me when I'm doing the wrong things. She even came down to fetch me back home if I go for night study at school. See, what a great mom I've. And my dad, always there to clap his hand for me whenever I finish playing the piano, crapped and entertain me when I'm free, encourage me esp when I get my A1s for exams, and does nt crititise me for getting bad results, but motivate me to do even better. I love my family lah, and of cos, friends. What's life without friends right?! Rmb those times when we hang out together to gossip, entertain one another when we are feeling bored, study together and help one another along when anyone needs help. Thank you, friends. And esp my girlfriends. Friendship will not fade away even aft graduation. :D And thanks guys for all the sweet notes you guys wrote for me! There were so many words of encouragement in classroom now, and I believe we will make it for the upcoming O level. And of cos, get to our desire course aft getting results. Anyway, the closing ceremony for the last day of camp was really touching? My mom didnt come but some other parents did. The talk for parents were really meaningful, and they even teach all of us how to hug in a proper manner! There were so much for me to learn, and thank you trainers once again for being so motivational and patient to the sec 4Es and 5As. There is so much so much to write about for this camp, and I'll never ever forget those stuffs that I've learnt in this camp.

Ran 2.4km with Syafiqah for mass run even though it's not compulsory to run. Ran 2.4km again during PE. Mr Chuah asked me if I'm satisfied with the timing I had, and seriously, I'm not. Yes, I made it not to stop while running, but I didnt get what I want for it! I wanted to run before 14mins and I'll try again next week. No matter what, I believe I can do it and I must do it. Thanks for running with me during PE, that netball girl from 3E1. :D Felt really motivated and concentrated on all of the lessons being taught. I really appreciate those teachers alot for their patience, esp Ms Wong, Mr Lian, and Mr Mustafa. They were great teachers and I felt so thankful for having them as MY teacher. & Mr Danny Koh too! He motivated me all this while for my F&N test, and I must not give up on my F&N. He didnt give up on me so I MUST NOT give up on myself.

Had a great afternoon with girlfriends today. Many things happened, and we almost died while crossing the road. Haha, shall not elaborate much though. The school celebrates International Friendship Day today. Had a great time during recess cos' we were given 1 hr for recess today. Had my Korea name written as a bookmark! It was a simple but nice bookmark and only cost 20cents! :D

Not going for night study tonight, need to rush for my piano theory and of cos, all the other notes. :D Having piano class tomorrow! Yayye. And my post for today was erm, long? Yup.

Haha, shall stop here.

&& - Zhi Shan finally speaks :D

Take Care for those who are sick! Hope to see all classmates attending school on monday!
Suzana is that lame ass

Today is Friday the Thirteen! But I'd a great day today.

2007-04-08T13:50:00.000-07:00

Madddd, IM MAD :D
I want Shopping! -cries-
I want that white/pink NIKE bag.
And that Nike Air Force 1 AF107 (Players)!

Had a Joyful Easter Sunday today!
Thanks guys for those Nice Easter Eggs!
Esp from Jo, that Easter Egg with Nike logo drawn on it.
Omgawd, I want all Nike stuffs!
:D esp those Limited Editions one at Queenstown.
And And! Stuffs from Nike Woman :D:D

SUPERMAN, YOU WATCHED OUT!
Haha, I learned Japanese yesterday! ((:
And my teeth almost drop off cos of too much laughers.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Anw anw,
WO AI NIIIIII :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Told ya, Im mad.
Not the ordinary mad, it's extraordinary kind of.
& <3 NIKE WOMAN, not girl ((:
AND TANDAS, I LOVE BUTTTTTTTS:D
Im big butt now? Yeah!

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE,
MADMADMADMADMADMADMADMADMAD <3
HAPPY EASTER TO ALL :D

2007-04-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

Five more minutes before I set off for my piano class.
Miss me dude :D

I've done three chapters of revision for sec three Amaths!
And! Finished reading my storybooks, yayye.
I gonna go to the library today and borrow other storybooks,
and mug for exams after that!

Tomorrow is Easter Sunday!
People, don't eat too much of Easter Egg!
Ha, cos it's high in cholesterol!
LOL

HEY YOU!
JIAYOU! :D
yahs, jiayou jiayou jiayou!

2007-04-05T22:02:00.000-07:00

~~F***ED~~ up.

I'm supposed to study! & I'm supposed to be PLAYING the piano.
But instead, I went online-ing. And slammed my once so loving piano.
And I kept saying the word sucks sucks sucks.
I swear, I gonna go back home straight from monday onwards.
Taking bus at night is..hateful.

I WNA RELEASE STRESS AND PLAY BASKETBALL!
OR even, RUN LIKE THERE'S NO END.
Back to reality, it just .. suck.
STUDY LIKE I HAD NEVER DONE BEFORE,
& ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND ENJOY THE PROCESS OF STUDYING!
I will force myself to do so, even if I suck at those.
I can overcome it & fulfil my dreams of getting what I want for O's.

Okay, this is not a kind of blogpost I know.
yet ...

~~I TOLD YOU THAT I MISS YOU BUT YET YOU STL DUN BELIEVE ME IN THE END? WTH.~~

our life on Earth is very short compared to eternal life in heaven. -quoted from wenxin.

2007-04-02T16:14:00.000-07:00

Physics test ; Amaths test ON WEDNESDAY!

&& TWO HUNDRED AND FOUR DAYS more!!

Okie, the days are approaching, the horror is nearing. I've been thinking about those horrible days that are approaching lately. Is night study really gonna help? Besides, I live so far! Ya tt's the main thing I suppose? It's like I've been wasting time on transportation laa, and besides, I didn't really study well at the school library. Anyway, parents are annoying. My Mum is alright, but Dad -.- And that new baby that my mum gona babysit from today. Hell, sucks. I wonder how am I really gona study la. & Sometimes, I really feel like saying 'HEY FUCK, SHUT UP WILL YA!'. Ahhhhh, so moody. Who cares anyway, who cares! Lalalalala, and that hell him, forget it laa. What for man! Sucks la, everything sucks! Lalala, gona rush for ADDITIONAL MATHS! And I scolded SJ today at the library, sorry! I didn't mean it laa, just too fed-up and cant stand those noise anymore. IM SORRY OKIE! :D

I just wna be a good girl in your eyes, but you didn't even give me a chance.
Forget it, NO MORE!

Those chocolatey days were never be back, but memories will stl remain.
And yes, those memories will be kept, I swear.

~~What will happen to me after graduation?~~

2007-03-31T15:49:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Jurong Polyclinic not long ago. Spent three hours there just to consult the doc, buy my med and to collect MC and excuse chit for CCA and PE. Lucky I brought my storybook down with me or else I'll die of boredom. Laughoutloud.

Tonight's fellowship is about BGR again! (: But I'm still not sure whether I would be going anot.

Anyway, was chatting with Mum abt having braces. She said it's better to have it after O's or else I might not be able to concentrate on O's because of the pain. Oh well, just hope that I would be able to get it real soon! :D I've been asking abt it since last year alr tho. Haha!

Yesterday went for night study again. Went back home at around 1.30am from school. Online, slacked and slept for awhile before meeting Dian at 6.30pm, and walked to school tgt from her house bus-stop. Saw Brendon and others along the way, and we kinda screamed when we heard dog barking inside the temple. & We kinda ran across the road cos' of it. LOL. Studied Physics and went to meet Brendon and others at KFC after that. Studied at KFC while Dian, Shahidah and Ashikin ate their dinner. Acc-ed Dian home and bus-ed with Brendon & Xihut after that. Reached home at around 10.40pm, had mee hoon and crapped thru fone (x

PHY PHY PHY :/
- thepromiseyoumade.

2007-03-29T22:24:00.000-07:00

-.-

Oral sucks basically. Was even been requested to speak louder tho I thot I was loud enough alr. & Picture, Conversation were hell too sucky! I gona flunk I guess. ): School was erm, pretty alright? Yeah! & I did chinese today! 1st time in CL lesson tht I did it tho, but she took away my papers when it's Maths lesson. I was like -.- LAH! Was doing it and she just took it away. Ugh. & didnt ran for mass run & PE cos of those damn sickness. Was looking at the sec one&two playing basketball during their lower sec recess & there's this sec one who was smilling all the way when dribbling basketball. He was alone though, but it seemed like that basketball is enough to make his day. Guess just a small lil' thing can make a happy day for a person. Stayed back in school for lunch and to the library with many others. Was smsing with Alyssa and crapping along the way. Walked to central aft that, acc-ed Dian back home and then took 99 back home with Luchella, Brendon and Joshua. Yeah!

More test are coming up! ):
Tomorrow - F&N test.
Next Wednesday - Physics test.

:D :D :D - xxxxx, xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx! (:
And BRENDON, my choc icecream leh?
LOL.

2007-03-27T21:21:00.000-07:00

Shit C5 for CCA.
I GONA SQUEEZE MY BUTT THROUGH TO GET THT BLOODY B4/B3.
:D And I can make it, yup!

HIGH&LOWI FEEL LIKE SHOUTING -
tandas tandas tandas
MY SORE THROAT & STUPID NOSE ARE TEARING ME DOWN!

Anw,
Night study has started on monday! (:
Guess tomorrow gona go for night study again even tho it's far.
:D:D:D:D:D:D
Let's all, JIAYOU!

I feel like moving on,
and give up.
SHOULD I?

RELINK ME PPL
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2007-03-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

Suddenly have the urge to blog right now :D

Monday:
First day of Term two. Sleepy all the way. Lessons were still the same, some are boring, some not. Watched a movie during CCA.
Slacked at school aft CCA, went home with the accompaniment of PeiQin, Brendon and Xihut.
Slept at 12.

Tuesday:
Couldn't rmb.

Wednesday:
Boring, sleepy. Had buffet at sakae after sch.

Thursday:
Watched Mr Bean with some others. Slacked.

Friday:
Stayed in school for F&N and self study. Went home and slept all the way.

Okay, stop all the craps. Having class ltr at 10.30am. Hopefully I wouldn't be late. But, haven't even finished my theory homework though. Aiya, never mind. :D
Woke up at 5.30am today, finally finished all the storybooks that I borrowed last time, finished maths worksheet, and starting revision.
Night fellowship tonight, on bgr. Yayye, talks! (:

F&N test this coming fri. F&N first draft of development: last submission - this coming monday, 6pm.
Guess other test are coming too! Physics ):
& I'm stl blurred in the wire thingy. Live wire, Earth wire & Neutral wire.
SO HARD!~
I so hate sleepy days. So hateful.

Running late, omg.

2007-03-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

BOREDOM KILLS ):

Another typical school day tmr, or isit today alr? And I've yet to finish all my homeworks. Ok, I'm so dead. Geog ):

F&N, you are what I call a silent killer man! Oh well. I HAVENT DONE A SINGLE SHIT FOR COURSEWORK! Tell me it's okay.
TELL MEEEEEE~
So lunatic, oh well.

How I wish I can have another week of holidays. I DON'T WNA WAKE UP FROM DREAM!

SOMETHING THAT CAN BRIGHTEN MY DAY TMR~ CHOCS CHOCS CHOCS (:
&PIPIJOYJOY, YOU ATE MY CHOCS! ):
Tho im understanding. Lols. BUT YOU STILL ATE MY CHOCS AWAY.
HOW COULD YOUUU!~
Never mind LA, I CAN UNDERSTAND (:

&&TO KELLY: RMB 190307 IS CHOC DAY!
TO MANY OTHERS: MY CHOCS leh?

Read Qin's blog and realised something. TIME IS PRECIOUS!~ What a lousy phrase to use you might be thinking, but that MY CONCUSION after reading. And yes, cherish (:
OMG~ I can't believe I'm typing all this. Have I grown mature? I know I've. (:
PRACTICALLY I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S DAYDREAMING RIGHT NOW.

&&! how i wish the small lil' wish that i made at malacca would come true. (:

ok, if LOVE IS BASED ON CHEMISTRY, then what's based on physics?
LOL~ practically everyone's asking this.
I DNO LAA. ):
&JAVIER : YOU ARE THE PERVECTIC ON OKAY. Anyway, what's bio chpt 20?

\\\OHHHHHHH- IM IN LOVE (:
Tho I hate that. BUT
IM IN LOVE (:

2007-03-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

CONFUSED

I would love to cut open your head and gouge out your brain to see what it actually contains.
And to know you all at one go.

I'm feeling so random lately,
REALLY.

One moment I may feel high,
another moment I may ask you to shoo off from my sight.
UNLESS if you could handle me.

&&Parents are annoying nowadays.
I know, they care.
But, too much of care = irritating?
I'm not the clever girl in YOUR heart lah.
I'm who I'm ; I live my life.
Goddamn, YOU wouldn't understand.

OMGawd, it's saturday now.
And I've yet to finish all my homeworks.
DEAD.

`till here. (:

2007-03-16T15:25:00.000-07:00

{ THIRTEENmarch&FOURTEENmarch }

The two days one night trip was really very memorable.

Met Suzana at 6.10am and headed to school together. Showed her my passport photo and she was laughing like mad. NEO SEOK NA, YOU GONA BE DEAD WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS! (:

The trip to malacca was really, really far. Had lunch at the same place i had in KL. And headed over to the tropical rainforest. It was tiring, but get to see alot of monkeys! It was really adorable. And then, to 'mini malaysia'. I had so much fun over at 'mini malaysia'! Was running around with Qin and climbing up and down inside the Kampongs. After that was SHOPPING! (: Bought presents for parents and friends. And even, took a picture just for PIPIJOY! (: And thanks to Mr Lum, the people in bus finally get to answer all the question from Mr Lian and get another shopping hour at the nearby shopping centre. Was shopping with Qin while others went to the aracde. Even bought something for Brendon. Checked into the hotel, did the procedures and bathe w/o closing the door. Shared the room with Luchella, HuiYi and YiTing and messed up the room! (: After everything, went down to SinJin, ShunCheng, Joshua & SienChung's room. Was playing poker with SinJin & ShunCheng. Aft three games or so, went over to Joshua room. Mostly everyone came over except Ashikin and Shahidah. Heard from PeiQin and Dian that they were slping alr. Taught PeiQin and Joshua how to play cheat and yes, THEY CHEAT ME MAN! ): Oh well, but i really want to play CHEAT with the sexy two again! Haha. Went down to the swimming pool to chat and went up to my room. Finally, slept at around 3+ and okay, Joshua was slping so LOUDLY la. He snored :X Lols.

Woke up at 6.30 and headed down for breakfast w/o getting changed. The breakfast was really, really nice okay! Love it totally. Went back to the room to bathe and packed my stuffs. Received a call from Brendon and I really thought there's room service. Like okay, Im dumb. ): And he was like laughing after that! Makes me feel so dumb laa. BRENDON, URE DEAD! Lols.

Headed to christchurch aft checking out. I so love that church man! :D And went up the hill, did some nice handmake necklace and exchanged it with Joshua. PeiQin has one too! (:After that, headed to the Kampongs and looked at those rubber plantation. So tiring up there la. And lunch was okay. After that, went back to SG. ):

Those nice moments! (:

present from Brendon!

And this is a exchanged gift from Joshua. He had one with my name too (:

OKAYYY, tatas` for now.
-JOY, PIPIPI (:

2007-03-12T19:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ERIC WONG XUAN ZHAO! (:
AND AND!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE BING LIANG! (:

Okay, I brought my stuffs yesterday with Luchella. Was supposed to meet at three, but im lazy. So changed the meeting time to five. Rushed out from home, forget my ezlink card, and rush back again. I was late, but she was even later than me. (x Had sushi for lunch-cum-dinner, and started buying stuffs. I finally bought my tee-shirt from 77th street and Brown Kappa shoes from Kappa. Even bought Kappa Socks, Chocs for Wenda (ok, I know I'm good), facial wash and toner for myself. (: But, I've yet to get myself a really nice bag. Actually, was thinking of getting myself that bag from 77th street. But after much hesitation, I decided not get myself that cause' I might regret aft that, Aft all, it's not cheap ok, it cost $45. Walked all the way to SJ's bus-stop and chatted along the way. Reached home at around 9, wash up and started to slack again (x

Woke up late and was late for F&N remedial today. Ok, I'm always late for lesson and stuffs. )': Went over to D-lab to do F&N coursework and after that, had pizza! (: Thank you, Mr Koh.

Headed over to JP with Ashikin, Shahidah, Luchella, Dian, Sihui and Sandy after having pizza in the canteen. Had the OH-SO NICE chocolate soy milk, recommended by Sihui and Sandy. Shit, I just wasted $2.20 on that ok. People, don't try that. Or even, don't be trick by the two nice souls. (x Rushed back to school for Chemistry remedial. Ms Wong was early. And, I forgot to bring my Five-Year-Series la. Was sitting outside AVA room when she's discussing abt the question in it. Lessons ended at 4pm, slacked around, and went home aft that.

Anyway, tomorrow's the school humanitites trip to Malacca. Of course, I'll buy stuffs for all the nice peeps around my life! Hopefully, I will have enough cash in hand? Yupp. People, miss me! (: Haven't even pack my bag though, cause' don't have the mood laa ):

I'll miss you, and it's for real.
You are the only reason. )':

- thousands of misses flowing through every day of my life
I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING THE THREE WORDS INTO UR EARS, AND SHARE THE HAPPIEST MOMENT WITH YOU.
& i really do.

2007-03-10T22:36:00.000-08:00

yesterday were great, today too!

missed the bus today, and was almost late for CIP. but, Mr Wang was late! aft getting the cans, went for breakfast at the nearby hawker centre w luchella, ashikin, shahidah and dian and started collecting funds aft meal. tiring la! and was like keep repeating the same old sentense over and over again. ): i hate flagdays!

was shopping around with luchella aft the malays went back home. i wna buy alot of things!
_______________________________________ (:
01 : that bag from 77th street. $45
02 : that shirt from 77th street. $24.90
03 : brown kappa shoes. $39.90

okay, not that many though and i gna get all at a time by tmr! :D

had piano class at six. &&! finally im not late this time. was even early! (: only have 30mins with Mrs Wee cos' she said she needs to rush to somewhere. so next week lesson is 1.5 hr! yay music! (: &&! Mrs Wee said im improving and i'll be taking all the major piano exams aft o'lvl! more stress coming up, but practical exams are fun la, esp when i get to interact with the ANG-MOHs which happens to understand my singlish. lol.

gna rush to study! ): and maybe will be sleeping soon.

goodnight to all
`tatas!

I WANT CHOCOLATES!
give it to me (:

a little more love, and a little more misses :D
i miss you so (:

2007-03-09T21:19:00.000-08:00

ANDES WON! (:

it has been days since i last blogged. okay, was feeling kinda down last few days. but thanks t the ones who motivated me along and ask me t cheer up! esp themightyfive, jerlyn, stephanie and others, gary, and joelynn! thank you!

sports' day was held tdy, at clementi stadium. it's the first year that im not running, but it felt great? t slack ard and cheer ppl on? or even, stare at him from far? okay, i sound pervertic though. and yes, andes won! yupp.

anyway, was supposed t take e same 99 w them but i missed it la. lol, so paiseh la! met them at the busstop and headed over t stadium. &&! had a great time aft sports' day too! cam-whore and stuffs. aunties said they saw DAREN TAN! but when we rushed over, he's gone alr. saddening uhhuh!

anw, having a kinda tight schedule for this march holiday.
sat, 09: flagday @ je, piano class, fellowship special night.
sun, 10: gathering @ QCMC.
mon, 11: f&n remedial, chemistry remedial.
tues, 12 & wed, 13: school humanities trip @ malacca.
fri, 15: physics remedial.
sat, 16: piano class, fellowship night.
sun, 17: gathering @ QCMC.

)):

anw, thanks for the chocs!

and i really want a watch, badly! see this:

got this from magazine. I LOVE THE ONE W HEARTS!

`tatas for now (:

2007-03-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!

f&n! omg omg omg. essay qn and profile! ):

luchella, ure the dumbiest one i ever know! hahahas

`good night to all!
tatas

thanks for the motivation, everyone.
and joy&kelly, chocday is love!

2007-03-02T22:08:00.000-08:00

second post of e day! hahas

sound alil emo in my first post? hahas. i was feeling really down i think. but now, everything's alright alr. i guess, the only way to live my life is to make myself happy everyday? yup. hopefully, my sunshine will be there for me one day (:

and, i had a great night w 4other girls today! yupp! hahas.

goodnight nice peeps. and thank you, kelly, for the chocs! monday is chocs day okay?! hahas

2007-03-02T15:25:00.000-08:00

finally, the weekends (:

i failed my geog. it's something shameful to blog abt. ugh! it's a open book test and i can still fail it. im dumb in humanities. and sometimes, i just don't really understand geography at times. not that Mr Lian isn't a good teacher. in fact, he's somewht great. but, im just too dumb. ugh!

& i hate mornings, and mornings are the worst time of a day. i hate the times when i've to struggle to make myself awake for school. i need more SLEEPING DAYS! had been sleeping at 12am almost everyday and wake up at 6am. and i just couldn't get more sleeping hrs cos' sch is far. im really feeling tired, even now. i tried paying attention in class, but sometimes i just couldn't. esp for humanities. sometimes, im even daydreaming! and and, i always look forward to recess. that's e only period that can make me feel happy.

sometimes, i really feel like crying. i rmbed there was a time, during common test, i cried over a nightmare. i woke up, in a shocking state, and started crying out. but. that's not e end of life i know. sometimes, i tried to hold my tears in school. and shahida, im same as you la. i really felt like screaming out loud at the beach, and crying out loud to make me feel better. sometimes, i think it's better to be alone. at least, i wun give that kind of moody face when im stress? ugh. kay, im feeling more worst now aft typing all this. i just want to live life to the fullest! and have chocs for accompaniment. is that so hard? what do i really want to achieve at the end of all this?! will i really get into where i wna go, and prove to others that i can? prove to parents that im not their dumb kid? ugh, life's getting tiring! and i hate it, seriously.

anyway, gona study for the upcoming F&N essay test. i WON'T flunk it anymore, and i swear. no more slackings, for the sake of that upcoming major exam. gona persevere on! (: Mr Danny Koh says if i don't pass this F&N test, i can't go to malacca. i wna go! &for the sake of e pizzahut meal. (:

im still coughing, for a month alr. even though i kept saying IM A STRONG GIRL, but am i? i think i had too much chocs! but only chocs can make me smile like a fool. and now, i still feel like eating CHOCS! (: and hey, dun ever take my chocs away again!

will be meeting dian and others at kfc ltr! hopefully i would be able to enjoy myself w the accompaniment of friends? (: yupp! meeting dian outside school at FIVE! hopefully, i wouldn't be late.

today post is long, and im hungry now.`tatas!

im gg to persevere on to achieve wht i want in the end. to me, the process of doing something is more important than result. I CAN DO IT (:

2007-02-28T21:59:00.000-08:00

LALALALAS!

mr danny koh says those who are gg to malacca MUST pass their test or else he'll cancel our trip. i gna study extremely hard this time to make it for malacca trip. i just wna go la. (:

life has been stress and tiring la. w so many events coming, and tests! kay. maybe i'm over-stressing myself, am i? but, who doesn't want to get good grades! besides, it's o'lvl this year, one major exam to determine my future. omg, it's stressful. and i really couldn't cope sometimes. esp for combined humanities, chemistry and f&n. it was seriously a torture to memorise things, esp when i have to remember things that im not interesting in. do i sound, alil emo now? lols.
anyway, was really fed-up during aspro today. im fed-up at myself, cos i couldn't even memorise those important points for f&n? like so ... damnation. im dumb, and that's it.
finished my RDDA, thanks to alyssa! f&n, f&n! tmr gna submit my FINAL research, cos i forgot to put the RDDA table in my research and lucky mr koh lemme edit my research! and! stl need to do profile for development LA! no more procrastinating anymore, i must RUSH by this week!~

parents are stl in m'sia, and it's raining now! omg, no dinner tonight ): saddening uh huh!

`tatas~

SINJIN: im NOT gg to delete my post cos THIS IS MY BLOG. (: hate it, just shoo! no one force u to read it. lol.

2007-02-27T09:38:00.000-08:00

today's post gona be short and sweeeet.

I LIKE BRENDON! HAHAS

tatas`

2007-02-24T15:07:00.000-08:00

im currently having a headache. ):

got back all my common tests results. of cos, i didnt score well. and im feeling super down when i got back most of my results okay, esp CHEM. serve me right, for nt studying well. dumb, im just so dumb. SEVEN AND A HALF OVER TWENTY FIVE MARKS. that's how dumb im.

got a shock when i know i pass my english, phy and maths la. cos, MATHS IS SO HARD THIS TIME OKAY. no time no time~! and english, my compo is like so lousy and my handwriting for tt piece of compo is SO FUGLY!

i feel like playing basketball right now. the feeling of 'ball-in-hand'. and the feeling of controlling the ball. i miss trainings!

tmr gg over to Mrs Tan's hse! wheeeeeeee~
and sunday is FELLOWSHIP DAY! (:

and and! im gg over to malacca on THIRTEEN and FOURTEEN of march! haha, sch humanities trip to malacca. (: miss me when im there!

IM SERIOUSLY PISSED. CONFIDENTIAL. THAT'S THE ONLY WORD YOU COULD SAY TO ME? TO YOU, IM THE ONE WHO IS GONA SOLVE IT IN THAT KIND OF INMATURE WAY LA. AND! EVERYTHING IS FOR MY OWN GOOD. YOU MAY AS WELL SAY EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. AIYA, JUST BLAME ME ON EVERYTHING. YOU MAY AS WELL JUST STOP QUESTIONING ME ABT IT SINCE EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. YOU MAY BE LOOKING AT THIS RIGHT NOW. SO.. SEE THIS: IF YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO KNOW, THERE'S NO WAY I GONA TELL YOU EVERYTHING UNTIL YOU TELL ME FIRST. AT LEAST, YOU HAVE TO LET ME KNOW WHAT IS IT HAPPENING NOW WHAT.

2007-02-21T16:56:00.000-08:00

DAMN IT, SUCKS.

WHT ELSE DO I HAVE TO SAY.
it sucks aft all. aft all the effort i gave. im speechless.

damn dumb brain.
& that isnt wht i want.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2007-02-18T22:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!
and happy holidays to those who are not celebrating cny (:

had a kinda boring day though. cos' no chocs! went to aunt's hse at around 3+ thru bus. actually wanted to take a cabbie, but there's NO CABBIE! so took 185 and changed to 14 at clementi. DAJIE KEPT SAYING IM FAT. am i? hell, i wanna slim down alr! lol. my mood was kinda down when parents argued abt something along the way to aunt's hse. sucks la. anyway, dajie ate some raw chicken just now at aunt's hse. papa kept saying, it's not raw, can eat one. but it's obviously UNCOOK la. we showed it to mum and mum said it's uncook too. so decided to tell aunt abt it with no offence, of cos. and she cook it again. hahas.

aft tt, dajie took a cabbie back home while papa took us to bukit merah. another aunt's place la. at first, i dno where the hell im gg. cos we took a cabbie and then, i didn't hear wht pa said to the driver la. and yea, thanks NG SHUN CHENG THE GERO for entertaining me. without him, i'll be bore to death. (: THANK YOU!

dajie called me when im at bukit merah, telling me that she felt like vomiting cos of the uncooked chicken she had just now. and oh ya, she ate uncooked meat during yesterday reunion dinner as well! next time, ask your dearie to cook for you la. hahas. takecare! (:

had 4 hong baos today. and 1 from neighbour, 2 from parents! thank you, elders.

im coughing again. and today's no dinner! like -.- sian la. before mum notices that im hungry, i'll go and grab some chocs for dinner. ((: chocs are love!

2007-02-17T21:59:00.000-08:00

thank you, my love.

im alil bored right now so decided to blog about today.
went for piano class in the morning as usual. actually was intending to go for a basketball game with Kang Meng and Kenrick. but i decided not to cos it will be kind of rush after that. im sorry guys, and im not sure whtr i could make it next week. thanks for the understanding. today's lesson was kind of..sucky? cos i haven't been practicing for it. common tests lah. but Mrs Wee is always so nice to me. thank you! (:

after that, got home and slacked. maybe becos' tmr's PIG year, that's why i felt so sleepy today. haha. mum wake me up at around 7pm, and had reunion dinner w my family. nope. it's not really a reunion dinner cos' my relatives are not here with me. haha. *from what i know from bingliang, reunion dinner means eating with family and relatives. im confused w the definition of REUNION DINNER. haha.

i love my family and im still appreciating it. thank you parents, for what you've did for me for the past few years. and thank to those nice sisters i have for teaching me stuffs though im dumb at times. though sometimes i do complain that parents nag alot and sisters are bad, but i thank god as He brought me to this family that is full of love. and, i could like to apologise for whatever i've done. sometimes, i think im a burden to all of you. but it was the love that you all gave to motivate me. even for studies. thank you.

tmr's sunday. church! haha. it's a combined fellowship w e adults at the sanctuary. hopefully my mum will allow me to go? i dno! cos it's lunar new year and guess i'll be gg over to my auntie's hse.

life is starting to change. i have to study until o'lvl officially ends, which is on 13nov.

but, I LOVE MY LIFE COS I LIVE IT ((:

and thanks for all the love - girlfriends, boyfriends, family.
~~and for those who hate me, hating me does not make you look pretty. my 6th sense is strong. ((:~~

LUCHELLA NG THE BIG BUTT! i miss you! ((:

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!

annual cross-country 2007 (:

2007-02-16T19:30:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEEEE~

annual cross-country had finally came to an end. ANDES WON! yay. im proud to be a andes-ian.

went out of hse at 6.15am. took bus 99 to clementi to wait for Luchella, Ashikin, Shahidah and Sumira. reached there at 6.45am. those girls were late for abt 15 mins la. and, Sumira didn't turn up cos of stomach cramp. hope she's feeling alright right now. (: aft tt. took bus165 to machitche. had alot of laughter in bus. and we shared our small-lil secret among ourselves. and we promised to keep it to ourself! ain't it? hahaa.

went there. the place that we were supposed to assemble was like OH-SO SQUEEZY! and we waited for so long for everything to get started. and it sucks.

aft tt, ran for the 3.2km la. i was running alone at first and gastric started to ache. okay it sucks alright. so decided to stop first and walked. and then, IQAH came. she motivated me to run la, and i ran with her.

there was this unusual feeling with me when i ran, FOR THE WORDS SHE SAID, I RAN AND FELT GREAT HAVING HER BY MY SIDE. and yes, nearing to the finishing line, we held our hands tgt and ran. it was touching, and i mus say, im glad to have her as a friend. my life would be totally different if i didn't know her. i thank god for giving me this great friend. IQAH, i love you! ((:

aft tt, it was the prize-giving ceremony. congrats to those who got a medal! esp to bigbutt. yay. im happy for you! (: aft e whole event, went clementi with Luchella, Ashikin, Shahidah, Dian and Candy! went for lunch at kfc while Luchella headed back home herself cos she's gg ovr to m'sia and her mum wants her to get back home soon. aft tt, shopped for awhile. sorrrry girls, made you guys acc me for my cny clothes.

aft tt, took the shelter bus to IMM. yupp, went there to shop for a while and Ashikin, Shahidah and Dian headed back home aft tt while Candy and I continued to shop at there and aft tt, to JP. i had a great time with them la. they brought joy&laughter to me.

bought alot of stuffs from popular. and got Luchella something. haha, will give out chocolates on wednesday!

TRUCKLOADS OF LOVE TO EVERYONE, ESP TO MY GIRLFRIENDS. *i love you so.

2007-02-15T16:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES' DAY! (:

i love yesterday (: wheeee.

love all my girlfriends who gave me chocs! and im sorry as i forgot to bring the bag of chocs to school yesterday. and finally. common tests are over! yay! im afraid of getting back my maths and chem paper. i know i'll flunk it definitely. at least today's english paper are better though im weak in it. lol.

had a great time in the stadium yesterday with the fun peeps. we were all talking abt girls stuffs. and munching our v'day chocs! were being forced to run that damn 100m yesterday. and we were running tgt, like crazy. and mr chuah made us run again. (x
and and. thanks kelly for the accompaniment yesterday at the bus stop. or else i'll be looking so pathetic standing there alone. and thanks tortoise, for accompanying me in bus.

did a good deed for candy yesterday. haha. and i had a GREAT DAY yesterday. (:

tmr's x-country. i wanna run. (: meeting up with big butt ekynn shahidah and sumira (: wheeee. tmr will be a great day. wheeee.

SHOPPING DAYS! i miss it.

i live my life, and i'll live life to the fullest. wheeee.

CHOCOLATES ARE LOVE! so are the girlfriends around me.

2007-02-11T14:39:00.000-08:00

Went for piano class, and then out for pool yesterday. And, I didn't get to win! Okay, I won the other two at least ONCE, but I didn't get to win James. Hahas. And then took a cabbie to jp for dinner, and then went back hme. Studied.

I've got nothing to explain if you are blaming me for all this. Or, in your words, you are THANKFUL. It shows how much trust you have in me, and in this friendship. That's the SMS you sent. If that's the case, why should I even bother to think of how to explain? Or, why should I bother to even think how you feel abt it.

Parents and siblings went to takashimaya. Didn't follow them, cos no mood! Hahas! And I didn't went to church tdy, cos was utterly tired aft studing ytd. I gona flunk my phy for sure. I shall start studying ltr. Yupps (:

Pics of the Japs (sorry for the delay ya) :-

Will upload more next time. Im lazy. Hahas. And by then, the Jap guys photos will be out too! Wheeee~

2007-02-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

JAPANESE GUYS! ((: IM DROOLING OVER THE GUYS! OHMYGOD. -and Joy, im serious!

The presentation goes quite well today in the training room today, cos I dun think they understood English well. But I LOVE THE JAPS! Syuhada said there's one who said I'm kawaii. Hahas =X KAWAII = CUTE! ((:

AND, I LOVE TODAY, and in PeiQin's words, TODAY IS BEAUTIFUL. Even sour sweets can be sweet sweets for us! Hahas. We were all mad abt the JAPANESE GUYS la, they are so kawaii okay. SERIOUSLY(: Hahas. And Hiroshi, Shiori, Miyuki and Yumi = LOVE! They are a bunch of crazy souls who told me abt the kawaii kawaii guy which they call him ANGEL. *it's a top secret abt them! Hahas. They said ANGEL is kawaii, and I told them AISHITERU. He's CUTE! And I get to take a pic with him in the coach before I leave them! Haha. It's YUMI who helped me take it, cos they all knew I'm totally mad abt him already. THANK GIRLS! I LOVE YOU ALL! AND, they told me not to be shy! I was totally paiseh-ed when i went to take the pics! Cos before I went up to ANGEL, the girls were teasing me all the way. Hahas. KAWAII THEM LA! (: And I got their EMAILS, including ANGEL! YAY YAY! Gona email them definitely. I MISS THEM LA, and THEY WERE NICE! We were having our lunch just now and after they got their noodles, I brought them over to their seats. And I told them I'm gg to get myself something with my Junior, Ivy too. And THEY ACTUALLY WAITED FOR US AND ATE TOGETHER! I LOVE THEM ALOT! Thanks, they really made me laugh like a maddie tdy.

Went separated with them to another grp cos of the grping arrangement. And! I was like -.- WHY! Hahas. But of cos, I had fun too! PeiQin's grp and Sihui's grp = GUYS! Hahas. They were mad. After gg to Underwater world, which is duh..boring, we brought them over to the palawan beach. HEY THE GUYS SWAM! Hahas. And took alot alot of pics! They were entertainers for us actually, though it's hard to communicate. LOL. PICS PICS PICS!

Leaving them was the saddest moment, of cos. They sounded sad too, and they gave us something. I received alot of paper balloons! Will be uploading the presents too. And though Hiroshi, Shiori, Miyuki and Yumi aint in my grp, they gave me their presents as well. Im touched. Cos, they are just so thoughtful! And they wrapped the presents up! Though it's not ex, but it's the thoughts that counts, right? YUPPS! ((: I LOVE THEM, AND THANKS!

YOU GUYS ARE JUST LIKE CHOCOLATES THAT MELTS IN MY HEART! AISHITERU! <3

-Updating pics tml, today's just too love for me to upload pics! *hope I wun smile at myself ltr when I sleeeeep.

2007-02-04T19:14:00.000-08:00

Went browising peeps blog just now, and I went to Pei Fang's blog. Well.. She was one of the adorable girls I had during the orientation camp. They had a real arguement right now which I thought it could be stopped. After all.. Being their group leaders for 3days, they seemed to be friends that are sharing through thick and thin! Maybe this arguement can make them bond their friendship! (:

After reading, I came to realise that I've been missing alot since my sec one ended. WE shared tears together, scolded together, screamed together, laughers together, and evil made us all in one heart. Even though sometimes we might have some misunderstandings, some arguements, but all of it came to an end and we all realised that it was just a waste of time to argue with one another because in the end, our hearts were already together as one. IT WAS SJB - ShiMun, Sihui, Sandy, Belinda. and not forgetting PeiQin and Luchella. who made me love them so much that I want back my SEC ONE LIFE. And the funniest gay group, GAY - Eric, Yu Jie, Chyau Hoong, Zhen Yu and Sean. We had lots of breakdowns, setbacks and disappointments, but together with the others, we came together as a class, and affected one another's life.

Since ShiMun and Belinda are gone to their current secondary school, it seemed like everything had changed. Yu Jie, Chyau Hoong and Zhen Yu are also transferred to NA. The whole class seemed to be lack of something somehow. We, or I should say I, were amazed by how we changed, and how the class are shattered without them. They were the happy souls of life to us.

I thanked God for giving me such wonderful memories, and I really hope that they will remember those meaningful memories too. After all, we had been through alot of stuffs together. That year had been great with all the nicest soul around with me.

SO.. APPRECIATE WHAT YOU'RE HAVING NOW AND ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST! (:

I LOVE 1E2'04 (: cos all the E2 freakz were like chocolates, that melts in my heart.

2007-02-03T18:58:00.000-08:00

LALALALAS!

I just found out there isnt fellowship tonight cos' it's every fortnight thing. So aft blogging I must rush my coursework again. HAHAS! My laptop is in its keesiao mode today.

IM COLDDDD, cos' im still kinda feverish. Being sick is so sucky. My piano tcher said according to the doctor, there are some virus gg around here. So people, take good care of yourself! And for those who are as sick as me, GET WELL SOON!

Parents are out for dinner, but I didnt want to follow them cos' I dont want to cough all the way through the meal. It sucks! To cough all the way through meals! And even, to cough when taking temperature. The thermometor just couldn't stop moving! Hahas!

ShunCheng and SinJin went JJC open hse today. I wonder how it goes. And heard that SinJin had his new hairstyle? Hahas.

~~you went missing before me.~~

2007-01-31T22:06:00.000-08:00

UGH! FEVER&FLU&COUGH.

Decided to blogg and go online tdy. Cos was utterly bored aft doing my homeworks and stuffs. I just couldn't stop thinking of something. NEVERMIND. I'm sick la, even though I'm stl munching on chocolates. I'm addicted to chocolates alr. Haha. I was coughing all my way thru lessons and hse practice today. And it sucks somehow. Yupps. Bought my new wallet yesterday. WHEEE BILLABONG! Yupps. White one. [: And I like it alot!! Haha. Oh ya, THANKS KELLY FOR THE WONDERFUL CHOCOLATES! Though today is our chocolate day, but I forgot mine! Sorry SWEET LAYDEEE! Didn't feel like doing my F&N tdy after doing it in Lap-D tdy. It sucks somehow? LOL. Mr Danny Koh's 'bible' was kinda useful for me. Got to find out quiet alot of informations regarding Flour thru his 'bible'. Speaking of bible, sunday is CHURCH FELLOWSHIP DAY! [:

THIRTEEN DAYS TO VALENTINE! [: *quoted from BingLiang's msn nick. which means TWELVE MORE DAYS TO COMMON TEST? OMG -.-
~~Stl thinking of whether to go school or not.~~

~~WHERE ARE YOUUUU?~~
GODBLESS (:
toddles~

2007-01-28T22:15:00.000-08:00

IM BOREDD!

Was doing F&N just now, but seriously it's killing me! So decided to give myself a break. Yupp. Munching on Chocolates right now! Nice Chocolates from ANNIE JIEJIE! iloveher.

Went for Piano class yesterday. Was super duper down actually, cos dno why but I just couldn't play like I used to be. Went to the library with BIG BUTT aft class. We walked in SUCH A ROMANTIC manner okay, were RUNNING and splashing water cuz of the rain. Were super duper wet when we reached the library. Rushed to the toilet and tried drying ourself. Was seriously LOVEDD by those chocolate books! COOL uhs? YEA! Haha. And then, bought my lunch back home. CHICKEN BAKED RICE! YUMMLICIOUS!

Tml's monday, & that's my CCA day. Sucks! Going out for outing, to the bottle trees. Anyway, will take pics ya? Hopefully I'll get the chance. CCA outings = wearing CCA tee. OMG -.- IHATEMYCCATEE! *()@#&#*$!!

My phone's getting uber insane nowadays. The batteries were suddenly so weak! AND! It's always switched off by itself. I hate it, seriously.

SOME MORE PICTURES!!

BOOKS!

AND SOME RANDOM PICS!

iloveQCMC

lastly,

I WANT ADIDAS WATCH!!

TOODLES~

2007-01-27T20:52:00.000-08:00

CHOCOLATES IS LOVE

AND!!

BOOKS on chocolates!

Will be updating tomorrow! [: Hv to get going with my F&N research alr.

2007-01-24T21:32:00.000-08:00

Today went to school as usual. Suzana forgot her PE tee and ezlink card cuz of the stupid lizard! -.- lols. Tried asking for others but couldnt geddit. Sorry! Haha. Reached school, went up to hall. The morning assembly was a nice one. I love those pictures taken in hongkong! And I want to get down to here too one day with my family. DISNEYLAND IS SO NICE! Lols. ~~Uncle Wangba looked so nervous ya? :X~~ Haha. F&N was a stress one for me. Mr Koh talked to me about my coursework today. Well I shall not elaborate on this. I may start crying. I forgot to bring my Chemistry textbk and Physics textbk. Was uber blur today. I spilled Luchella's Zapple when helping her to hold it during recess. All thanks to Mr Koh, for giving me one big stack of coursework. Haha. I even spilled it onto my tie, my uniform & the first booklet of coursework. Uncle Wangba laughed at me! -.- lol. Lucky it's practical for Chemistry today. So yeah, NO TEXTBOOK NEEDED! Yay. Was given alot of Amaths homework to do. And Reflection. And EL compo on THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING DISCIPLINED. -.-" LOL. Physics was okay, just that I don't have a textbk for myself. Actually wanted to borrow it from Suzana or Uncle Wangba, but they arent using the same book as mee! Lucky Mrs Tan didnt really care abt it like the way she used to be in secthree. House practice was okay, but I dun like the House Mistress! Haha. Ran two rounds of 2.4km with Qamama, Uncle Wangba and two of their frds which I dno their name. We had alot of fun along the way. Qamama is so SICK la. And my rubberband gona break cuz of Uncle Wangba. Sucks! Acc Luchella back home and took 99 back home.

Just want to say a great THANKS to Auntie ALYSSA! Yupps. Thanks for listening to me! [:

I gona rush to do my homework! OMG -.- AND! I MISS PLAYING ON THE PIANO! I can't play not because Im busy with stuffs, but because things will get obvious if MY SIBLINGS hear my tunes. ]:

2007-01-23T17:17:00.000-08:00

I finally finished my introduction for F&N coursework yesterday. (aft lots of struggling of cuz, lols) Anyway. It was a terrible one aft CCA yesterday. Well guess I shall not elaborate much on it. Yupps. Today was kinda fine. Went to school with Suzana as usual. Lessons were quite nice too la. But I just dno why I'll feel so sleepy sitting at Sumira's place. Haha. And F&N still kinda sucks for me. Felt so stressed up aft looking at those teachers' face. I know they care abt our results. But their looks were just too serious. Anyway, thanks "new-F&N teacher" for your nice cake. It's seriously nice, and thanks for remembering our names! *though I still cant remember hers and kept calling her MS HARI-RAYA. Luchella and I just dno how to pronounce her name! Yupps. Gona go continue with my coursework tonight. Sucks! Haha. Ms Lau wants the time plan tomorrow so yeah, have to rush that for her.

Oh yaa, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JACKSON! (: and THANKS ALYSSA FOR HELPING ME WITH THE PRINTING OF COURSEWORK. andddd! THANKS UNCLE WANGBA FOR YOUR A4 EX BK! whahaha. im thankful to them.

MR NG SIN JIN, I DIDNT PANG SEH YOU.

2007-01-21T18:44:00.000-08:00

F&N sucks basically. yes yes. well i'll be using MUSHROOM for my product. hope it works la! or else i'll need to think of another one. im left with only one more dish to think of. i've got three dishes to cook alr! yupps. and will need to check it out. yupps.i guess my lappie making me wanna online all day la. haha. so yeah, i wun be gg online tml! yes yes i mus stop myself alr. i dun wan to be like Eric, always with his comp la. hahaha. [: anyway, i forgot to go to church tdy! haha. actually im supposed to go, bt mummie din wake me up and go alonee!

well.. boredom is killing me silently. i miss fellowship! [: i miss Joelynn and guys. i miss those times being tgthr singing in choir. yes yes, of cuz. i miss all the babies in action! *i swear, i'll go there next sat for fellowship nite! yupps.

anyway.. the song that's on air is "teenage life". well.. nice right? haha. if someone happen to find this song in internet, d/i it and send it to me!(im finding for it for a long long time alr)

not gg to be online for days aft today. gona study alr! yupps. school lives gona rocks on. I LOVE THE NG FAMILY!

Dance like no one's watching,
Sing like no one's hearing,
Love like you've never been hurt before.
Live life to the fullest!

2007-01-19T20:17:00.000-08:00

Lalalalas!

Had lesson like normal today. Well.. Got interviewed again by the EV. I thot I've got only one interview actually. Haha. Was interviewed by an auntie called Ms Ong. Some of her qns were really hardd! & Alyssa, SinJin, Sandy, Caroline, Khairul, Salina, Syuhada, Shawn and dno who else were trying hard to qns all herqns la. yupps. aft tt stayed back aft school, helped WeiXiong and SinJin with the rode thingy. Actually.. Being in scouts are kinda fun too la. Can get to learn quite alot of stuffs. Yupps.

Anyway.. Today's CCA RECOG. DAY la. Yes yes, have to wear that sucky club tee of mine again! Haha. Mrs Choong told us that a grp of Japanese are coming again! On Seven Feb, the day before 3E1, 3A1 and 3T1 climb Gunung Datok. Hope it will be fun la! Ha.
Was trying to figure out my all-in-one machine jus now. Well it was hardd alrite? Or maybe it's becos im loussssy la. Haha.

Gona go for my pianoo class again tomorrow. And yes, Sunday to QCMC! Yay fellowship rocks! [:

2007-01-18T21:52:00.000-08:00

just break camp ytd. well. got to knw 1A2 alot during this camp la. and they are quite a nice lot. jus tt smehow they are not really co-operative at times la. campfire was pretty nice, bt was boredd as compared to the othr campfires i had last time. it was raining so we used the fake campfire. well quite nice la, cos some were done by me. *clapp. lol. din get to slppp in the first night. cos actually supposed to slp beside sc thn suddenly he snored! thn saw Joyce and Javier so decided to acc them. we tonned at the canteen, reading some of the reflections. some reflections were well-written. yupps. aft tt of cos to the botanic garden. those guys in my grp kept complaining these and that la. omg. i ended up giving them ten jumping-jacks, together with Sihui. and we kinda made someone cry. im sorrie if we were too fierce and harsh. well.. closing ceremony was touching, together with Mr Harris words. even though it was meant for the sec ones, but it's educational for us as well! learned quite alot of stufs tdy la. heh.
went to sch with Suzana as usual tdy. well saw last yr o'lvl cl qns paper. freaking harddd. im dead la. yupps. lesson as usual tdy. went for tt interview frm MOE at 9.30am. those qns Mr Lim (tt MOE person) ask was LAMEEE lor! Candy and I was struggling to answer. yupps. thn aft sch stayed back with Lulu, Layyen and sme others. kinda fun!! Layyen was funnie la. :D and Nuanqi was FIERCE! yes yes. lol.
trying to figure smeth rite now. anyway, being sick is so sucky la! siannnnn!

gonna runnnnn. mummie's nagging alr. (: ciaos~

2007-01-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

I GOT MY NEW LAPPIE TODAY !!!

yupp yupp. yay! haha. can get to online alr! heh. well went to Jp w/ Lulu just to get this lappie la. I GONA LOVE THIS LIL LAPTOPP for sure! nt like wht SOMEONE says: 10days jiu spoil liao. haha. and thanks to my lespo! she pei-ed me back hme with those stufs. and even being forced to call my mum: xiaojie. LOL.

well tml's CAMPPPP. yes yes orientation camp. i havent pack my baggie! omigodd.

you are not the only one for me.

2006-11-29T15:55:00.000-08:00

lalalas. im so bored! ytd was awesome. just that the heels made me feel like dying. ha. was having gastric pain in VCH ytd but all thanks to the chocolates from PeiQin and the mentos from Eric. [: and thanks for trying to buy the medicine for me, ShunCheng and SinJin. i hate the pain lah. it sucks. anw.. those aunties were great ytd. so talented. but i just can't find WeiSin and Kerina though. ha. and i kinda hate the host for ytd's concert. she's so soft and also, she sounded as though she's hosting a school concert. no offence ya. i love the high school musical. so nice. ha. reached home around 11.30pm ytd. shared the same cab with ShunCheng and SinJin. and they both alighted near my hse cos' the taxi driver kinda like gave them attitude. guess most others who were in VCH ytd with us blogged too, right? ha. most pictures can be found in PeiQin's blog.

somehow not in a very good mood today. i just felt so useless. tried to play the piano but just couldn't get anything right in hand. home isn't a really nice place to play the piano actually. maybe one day i'll go to the nearest cms to rent a piano for an hour to play everything all loud without parents complaining that it's too loud and noisy for them. im so dumb. hais. and i guess it's time to get a tutor for my exams alr. just couldn't cope well in studies. simply sucks. gonna go destress somedays. yes, i knew practice makes perfect. but i just couldn't manage anymore. hais, forget it.

actually gg out with ShunCheng and SinJin today to IKEA. SinJin wants to get some furniture for his room. but we'll be gg there tml alr. cos he's lazy mah. ha.

ciaos for now! [:

i LOVE that brown kappa bag and brown kappa shoes. gonna get it one day. WHEEE!!

2006-11-03T14:46:00.000-08:00

[: currently in shikin's hse now. alrite tdy's last day of bridging for this week, YIPPY. lol. it seemed like i really hate bridging alot? i really want it to end soon lah. yupp. other schs hv bridging for at most 1 week. my? pretty sad lah. but im afraid i might complain of boredom if ther isnt any sch during hols. smetimes staying at hme is kinda bored? yea haha.

anyway.. was in mrs jean ng's cls jus nw whn i received a miss call. alrite tt call really scare me man. cos i thot i heard sme kind of ringtone. but luckily she din notice lah. haha. it was Belinda who called. lols. and din bother to call back cos don hv e time to do so. heh yupp. and theinsane's sms as well. haha lucky ms wong din notice. tt time my hp was actually inside my pencilbox and e whole thing vibrated! hahas.

oh well i kinda miss church lah. heh yea. loong time since i last went there. missed those worships and stuffs. so yeah.. mayb i'll skip one of e sunday trgs and go church? shall contact Joelynn and plan my sunday.

tml's day for piano again. yupp yupp. i wanna learn another instrument lah. smehw im loving e sound of string instrument. so yea, i wanna learn one. but it seems like i shld concentrate on piano 1st? duno lah. and o's nearing alr. i shld concentrate on it as well isnt it? so yeah, gues i'll go sign up only aft o's. thn i'll concentrate on both intruments. hahas. string intruments are interesting lah, yea. [:

sunday will be e day for trg? i wonder if trg are stl gg on for e nxt few weeks. hais. if e attendance isnt good thn maybe coach really gona cancel all trgs for girls? i dun wan lah. aft all it's all our hard work frm e 1st day of trg till now. mayb sme ppl dun agree w/ me? alrite, you'll nt knw how we girls feel. aft more thn 1yr of trgs, is tt really gona happen to us? hais.

I REALLY WANT TT WHITE BILLABONG JACKET!!

hey you, yes you. cant you jus stop acting for a moment. jus one single day will do. you sucks lah, aint it? i knw hate is a strong word but i don care anymore. i gona hate you more and more, even if you knew ur mistakes. alrite i gues there's no way i'll stop hating youu until the day u apologise for whteva you did to XX.

2006-10-31T13:27:00.000-08:00

finally got the chance to blog? haha. um currently at shikin's hse now. alrite i knw i'd not been blogging since LOONG LOONG time ago? lol. didnt get the chance lah, so yeah.

anyway now's bridging alr. so sian lah, hv to attend cls until the SEVENTEEN! it seems like tchers are all saying O'LVL is nearing? lol. yeah, it seems to be liddat. gona strive hard for good grades? uhm i doubt i could make it anyway. lol. gona play thru my hols! heh yeah.

umm.. currently in a OH-I-HATE-HER mood. lol yeah gues YOU knw who im referring to? heh yes yes. it's HER lah. she's jus oh-so mean. i gona hate her for whteva she did to XXX. aft all, frds are not meant to do bad stuffs to one another. so yeah. but im glad tt i've got a bunch at good frds who're better thn HER. hating sme1 is a sin, isnt it? oh well im a sinner. dead, i gues.

oh btw guys, pls do rmb to tag alrite? haha. i knw my blog seemed to be rotting alr. oh well cos dun really had the chance to blog lah, my JIE's fault. but i'll tag everytime whn i've the chance? i miss blogging seriously.

heh gona end here. CIAOS ~~

2006-08-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

hehe. finally got to blog. hahaha. utterly bored tt's why decided to post one entry. wonder if it'll be LOONG or SHOORT. duno lar. =X anyway, currently in sch library for e E-learning day. BUTT PAIN lar. had been sitting for hrs alr lor. and just changed my blogskin. umm.. guess it's nw better thn my previous one yar? (: the tests online is so fucking man. i mean .. it's nt a good way to hv test lar. haha. im jus nt used to it. sianzation lar.

5 days from common test. dead. wonder if i'll flunk any subjs this time round. guess there'll be naggings gg on in my hse again if i flunk any. sian lar. STRESS. haha. sec 4E and 5N got their olvl CL results tdy ya? and congrats to those whom got wht they want! (: CJ, seriously ur result is alr v gd le lar. haha. wonder how will my results be for olvl. *why cant i see my future nw? haha. anyway, was watching JJC students gg to sch tdy. so envious man. *how i wish i can be like one of them in e future. umm..

HAIS . hw can i make my life meaningful? ummm ...

2006-06-22T17:02:00.000-07:00

lalalalas. finally got the chance to go online and yes, BLOG! hehehe. currently at shikin's hse. (: com stl lunatic larhs. cant blame. yea. hols are ending alr. hmwk half done, project half done, aiya everything half done lars. dont have e mood to do. and dont think i'll be able to do my hmwk alr. cos injured my finger ytd. kinda stupid lars. and having muscle ache right now. so regretted playing bb lars. lols. din do much during e hols except for playing. was playing bb for this whole of this week. and lulu scored alot during ytd's game vs weekiat and heqiang. and knw wht? she's jus right beside me. and she's the one who asked me to mention this in blog. haha. shikin and shahidah were playing play station right now.

saw 'someone' blog jus now. was like freaking irritated by her post lars. she dont hv the right to say anything abt her too. i mean.. why dont she like do to others except her? everyone isnt perfect wht. and i guess the person she's referring isnt gonna care abt it too. who will care anw?

guess whn sch reopens, many pple will nt in their own forms anymore. meaning: got changed into a better person or baddie. is there gg to be more conflicts betw one another? uhm..

ANYWAY .. I STL MISS MY FRDS LOTS, ~~except for some whom i dont really care.~~

2006-04-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SO LUNATIC TODAY =X
alright, im serious okay. (:

just reached home. went to school just now for night study. and I CANT CONCENTRATE lor. went there with theweirdo; Sandy, theoldlady; Dian and Luchella. but today's trip to sch is kinda funny. hahahahahahahahahaha. ~~lunatic~~. and chatted with some friends today. I CANT BELIEVE THT WE ARE HATING THE SAME PERSON! i mean .. it's a surprise lor. i thought tht person is a NOBODY to 'em, but THEY HATE tht PERSON! woos. and weirdo and I were like oh-so happy. =X we'r evil, aint it? but tht goes to show tht tht person really sucks like SHIT. haha. and took the same bus back home with Jackson. he went to study as well, but not in school. how coincidence yarh? and i cant stop crapping with theweirdo just now in bus. LOLS. we were chatting abt the bball match yarh? and she actually said she dont want to play. LISTEN UP WEIRDO, play lar. we cant survive without YOU!! yarh. ure the only centre for e game tmr, so URE IMPT!! alright. i shall stop nagging at her for now, but i'll definitely continue tmr when i see her. MWAHS.

*yawns. gonna slp now. MY EYES ARE GETTING SMALLER =X lols. and BARCELONA, u'll win. (:

2006-04-17T20:12:00.001-07:00

(: today is quite a nice day for me larh. had chem surprise test today. hope i'll pass it, yarh. i just want a pass, and tht'll do. hahaha. OH YARH, BARCELONA vs AC MILAN is on wed, at 2.35am. wahlao. why on wednesday? i think i'll not be able to watch it. cos of tht basketball friendly in the afternoon and the 2 impt tests tht are gg on. i want to watch! and i'll be supporting Barcelona. to me, they really rocks. and i knw some others support AC Milan too, like Shahida. but frankly, i still think Barcelona'll win. hahaha.

went to the JYSS portial just now. Ms Wong posted something on the forum. yarh. ppl, go read it and u'll knw.

guess im studying late tonight? arrghs. i must start studying alr. cos of those unnecessary stuffs tht happened, it really used up some of my time for studying. and to my besties, STUDY HARD ALRIGHT? (:

2006-04-17T20:12:00.000-07:00

went to the JYSS portial just now. Ms Wong posted something on the forum. yarh. ppl, go read it and u'll knw.

2006-04-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

alright. i shall continue to post whteva things i love at this blog. it's my blog, so i shouldnt have cared abt wht others think.

had training today, it's okay larh. and this coming wednesday we'll be having our friendly match with one school at yuhua cc. e match will starts at 4.15pm. and we'll be playing against their C-girls. and bcos our jersey isnt ready yet, we will be wearing ANDES for the match on wednesday. we had to rush there straight after sch, which is like.. duh! but it's one way to train up our basic, yup.

me and val's prob are alr settled. so ppl, dont worry larh. and val is kinda right. dont worry guys, e spirit of E2 wont be shattered becos of our fights and quarrels. so ppl, cheer up alright? and thks to those who had acc me on thursday. u guys are really my best pals, my listening ear. THANKS LOTS. i love you guys.

tmr'll be a great day, isnt it? (:

2006-04-12T19:45:00.000-07:00

ARRGHS. i had a really bad day today. A REAL BAD ONE. it's just sucks like shit. wasnt it suppose to be a pretty good day? WHY? i dont even have the mood to even smile now. and eat too. mum was like keep asking me to eat more, but i just cant continue to eat. i knw im hungry. but i just dont have e mood to eat larh.

guess HE's resting now. my heart almost shattered when i knw e news. i mean.. who's heart will not be shattered if their dears were to have a situation similar to me? he's like so tired after tht situation. and i actually wanted to console him but AUNTIE ALYSSA and tht friend of hers who i dont knw how to spell came up to my class. and he left after tht, just like tht. it's not ur fault larh, Alyssa. but it's just tht im too late for it. LOLS. why am i typing all this down in this blog? anyway, sometimes i felt tht having this blog is meaningless. maybe it's time for me to delete it?

I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE. and i knw there's a way to change it. BUT HOW? hais.

2006-04-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

=] daddy bought a MP3 for me! lalalalalas~ im overjoyed alr larh. i didnt expect him to buy one for me. cos i didnt ask him for it. im actually saving money for it buy HE BOUGHT IT FOR ME! lols. i <3 my daddy. and i shall study hard, for now and let him knw tht i really appreciate it.

THANKS daddy, ure great. =]

woke up damn early today, to download songs for my NEW mp3. and this mp3 uses rechargeable batteries, which means, i have to charge it after using for abt 10 hrs or so. how troublesome right? and i dont have qing tian for my mp3!! how come? cos i dont have tht song on my com. gonna go download it ltr when im back from training.

and yarh, i need to get the bball from xueli ltr at huayi sec there. she injured her leg and cant come for training larh. REST WELL GIRL =]

opps, it's 7am alr. gonna prepare alr. CHAOS~

i love daddy and my new beloved MP3.

2006-04-08T20:46:00.000-07:00

im utterly bored. ): my friends are all in school right now. for tht ~~stupid~~ speech day. and Sandy told me tht she saw coach in school. it's so cute can. i didnt knw he's at there or else i'll surely go and acc him. =X. hahaha.

anyway, dear asked me a qns today tht i dont knw how to ans. the qns was oh-so weird lorh. he can be one weirdo alr. LOLS. and he went for lalala in school too. lalalalalalalalas~ hahaha.

im starting to miss my schoolmates alr. I MISS SCHOOL but i detest classes. how come? cos .. t'chers are getting bored. they are real boring souls. Mrs Wee told me tht her kid is having this headache too. her t'chers kept repeating those irritating stuffs over and over again. i guess every t'cher in s'pore is no better.

it's Sunday tmr! basketball training again? oh-no. i dont detest trainings larh. but somehow the mood isnt right. LOLS. i dont have e lunatic mood for training. but no matter wht, i still must go, for sure. i need to get the ss notes from Sandy tmr or else i'll sure to flunk my ss test on monday. i forgotten to bring my notes back home. dear and Sin Jin went up to class to take the notes but the classrooms were locked. Sin Jin forgotten to bring those notes back home too. hahaha. he's forgetful as well. =X

Yi Tan owes me one chocolate! (: i miss chocolates as well. i want chocolates =X

exams are nearing. it's 28 days from now. ARRGHS. stress are nearing as well. ): i hate exams. and this year the exams will be on Hiong Yong's bday. hahaha. he's so sway.

gonna end here. it's studying time again. OH WELL ...

2006-04-07T20:40:00.000-07:00

utterly bored right now. boredom kills, seriously.

today is umm.. nice? YUP. it's pretty nice. =] thanks to Sin Jin and Dear. =X went to school today. im kinda boredd in the bus larh. and i saw Yi Tan and Amanda together at the bus stop. and Yi Tan told me he saw me too. I ACTUALLY THOUGHT HE DIDNT SEE ME!! but dont really care larh. wahaha. reached school, and saw a bunch of sickos in the canteen. LOLS. and they told me tht we arent meeting at the canteen anymore. we'r meeting at the parade ground from today onwards. WHY? why? tht means i cant see HIM before school starts alr. how saddd. haha. lesson was kinda bored. but the periods after recess was fun. there'll be a mini debate in our class on monday during EL lesson. Topic: Why should you survive? LOLS. and my group is representing Dash -theincredibles. kinda look forward to it. and Ms Wong was finally okay now. she smiled when coming into the class! (:

waited for Sandy, Luchella and Dear =X after school with Dian and Sihui. waited for them for abt 1hr? and they came out, from the AVA room. and after tht, we were gossiping abt someone from class outside AVA room. kinda lunatic larh. and after tht, Sihui left with Sandy, Luchella with Dian. Dear =X and me were like so bored and Sin Jin said the scouts need more help. so we decided to help them out by carrying all the tables and chairs from the canteen to outside sec 3T's classroom. haha. i was the ONLY girl. ): and Dear =X injured himself when we put down the table. he scratched himself larh. hahaha. and after tht, we were asked to carry 150 chairs from the room next to the hall down to the parade ground. the weather was kinda sucky lorh. and the scouts from sec1s are all kinda weak.

after all those stuffs, Sin Jin promised to buy us DRINKS! hahaha. we are just oh-so happy lorh. and Mr Siva actually thought im a prefect! LOLS. do i looked like one? =X anyway, headed to central to buy bubble-tea larh. and had BUBBLE-WAR after tht. the two guys were like so sick. and Sin Jin shot the pearls at ME! ): how badddd. and me and Dear =X shot him back. 2 vs 1. and his bag was like full of pearls. hahaha. headed home after tht, of cos.

oh yarhs. forgotten to type the name of my DEAR. HAHAHA. it's Ng Shun Cheng! Sihui, u lose. wahahaha. but it's just wht we call each other larh. DONT YOU DARE TO THINK WE'R FOR REAL! hahaha.

2006-04-04T21:38:00.000-07:00

oh well. IM BORED! haha. my com turned lunatic today. dont really knw why larh.

studied for abt 3 hrs today. and i still dont understand Amaths! i mean, some parts of it larh. and i just couldnt get those sums correct. how lunatic. tmr's Amaths test again. or i should type retest? dont care larh. i just knw i must pass this test. just a pass will do, seriously. and i'll be gg over to SinJin's hse tmr night for tuitioning. actually its supposed to be on thurs, but tht uncle has scouts. hope the t'cher will turn up to be as NICE as i hoped. HAHAHA.

alright, i shall stop here alr. GONNA GO STUDY AGAIN! i dont want to flunk it again. =X

2006-04-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

LOLS. im getting lunatically lunatic soon! (: alone at home right now. mum has went to clementi to find my aunts. how lunatic? lols. HAHAHA. im lunatic today larh.

anyway, lesson was a bore today. its just super bored. almost dozed off during Mr Siva's lesson in e morning. i was yawning away larh. had practical for Food&Nutrition today. cooked Mixed Vegetable Soup. sound sucky isnt it? but it turned up to be not as sucky larh. and everyone managed to finish the dish on time! *clap clap. Sin Jin's soup was the nicest among all. and mine's too salty. hahaha. exchanged soup with Sihui cos she wanted something salty. lols. hers was nice too larh. Chem was okay, but WE ARE HAVING TEST TMR! on atomic structure. arrghs. im sure to flunk it. OH MINE! i dont want! hahas. watching the girls 'carrying the world' during EL is cute. it's actually a punishment tht Mrs Hon had give to Luchella for not bring her homework. SO CUTE! lols. I LOVE AMATHS today. i understand wht Mr Koh is talking! yeah.

Tourism Club meeting was LAME larh. and Mr Danny Koh, the NIE t'cher teaching Food&Nutrition came to share his experience of being a chef today. kinda interesting i can say. but the tourism club t'cher is getting lamer and lamer lorh. SIAN :

gonna runn now. CSS is starting! and oh yarh. EL oral exam is on THURS! im tested by Mrs Teo larh. wish me good luck!! hahas.

2006-04-02T14:22:00.000-07:00

GEES ~

he's oh-so shuai today. alright.. most B-division basketball boys went for training today. and tht Hui Ting was like calling me to be fast. cos they reached there at around 8.30am. how lunatic. took the same bus with Sandy theweirdo today. 22 ppl were there for training. LOLS. it's the first time tht SO MANY PPL are there. i didnt expect Jackson and Hiong Yong to be there actually. hahas. and coach were debriefing the b-boys when we were running our 20 rounds of bball court. and i was hungry after tht. hahas. im always hungry. we trained ourself cos coach was like training the b-boys mahs. throwed the medicine ball, lap-up, and then coach came, asking us to lap-up, running from the centre of the court. i thought laying-up from the left side is alr hard. now it's more hard! hahas. Zi Yong left the court after tht, leaving the others behind. and coach had alr release them lorh. how good. after all this stuffs, we started to training something tht is quite new today. paired up with Sandy theweirdo and then started to train. tackle is fun, but defending is hard. hahas. and Sandy fell down becos of me. SORRY SANDY. i accidentally 'bang' onto her when turning around. and everyone was like saying 'oh'. how funny ehs? after all this, we trained on our free-throw lorh. kinda sian larh. cos my shooting for today is TERRIBLE. and tht stupid tortoise, Wen Da was like keep laughing at me lorh. cos i didnt score mahs. ARGHS. nevermind. coach release us earlier today. cos he said he's not free. how saddd. went to the kopitiam again, to have lunch. and the laksa was like too salty alr. hais. and Sandy complained tht the chicken rice today isnt nice as well. :(

just finished doing my xi zi. i lost my xi zi bk and i copied the entire words again. LOLS. im forgetful larh. and im staring tuition soon. this coming thurs, at Sin Jin's hse if im not wrong. and ltr at 3pm i must start to revise alr. and tonight is the campus superstar grand finals. gonna enjoy! :)

~~do i still love you?~~

2006-04-01T22:56:00.000-08:00

OMG. second post of the day. oh well. im feeling lunatically lunatic right now. and im having basketball training tmr! oh gosh. *praying hard for rain right now. hahas. i dont want to run so much! im always tht slow one running alone behind. ARRGHS. can someone teach me how to run fast without getting tired? (: anyway i cant get into sleeeeeep right now. there's something in my mind now and i just cant figure out. OH GOSH. im lunatic today. and guess i'll not be touching this laptop tmr. cos i need to study alr. ): Chemistry test is on tuesday! and Amaths test is alr e corner too. + mid year exam is just ONE month 5 days from now. STRESS!! hahas. tmr's training is gonna be a tiring one for sure. can i dont go? i doubt so. oh mine. kinda tired now. gonna sleeeep soon.

good night guys (:
thelunatic's on the loose today.

2006-04-01T19:21:00.000-08:00

WOOS. there's my day : -

went for piano class today. and forgotten to bring my small notebook tht i was supposed to bring. but luckily Mrs Wee didnt say anything. (: and after tht, went out with theweirdo and thespastic to JE library. know wht? the weirdo was late! but nevermind larh. actually PeiQin and I were alr late, but Sandy was like late for 30minutes lorhs. lols. went to places to study, but end up didnt. cos today's APRIL FOOL'S DAY! we started to call up some of our schoolmates to fool them. we fooled Dian by telling her tht Sandy's in hospital. and she actually believed us. how innocent ehs? hahas. and she told us tht she almost cried alr. LOLS. after tht, we wanted to fool Mr Clayton Ng, but he didnt pick up our call. so decided to change target. called Hiong Yong and asked him whr he was, and told him tht a gay in our class like him. LOLS. funny ehs? but he just hang up the phone after asking us to tell tht ppl tht he likes him too. how LAME. and then JOYCE. woos. she was like so clever lorh. we lied tht Sandy's in hospital and she told us not to fool her. =X and after tht Sandy smsed Luchella and told her tht im in hospital. and SHE is as clever as Joyce larh. and end up i chatted with her. hahas.

alright. gonna runnnnn now. I HAVENT STUDY FOR TODAY! gosh. im like oh-so deaddddd can.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY EVERYONE (:

2006-03-31T15:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ORVILLE (:

OH well.. im sick and tired of life alr. it's tiring me down. how sad. and heard something from someone today. though i thought i wouldnt give a damn to it but i did, w/o realising until now. gosh. im dead. and HE cant know tht i knew it alr. or else .. LOLS. maybe we'll be possible. but somehow ... ):

anyway, today's physics test was pretty okay.

and SORRY for hurting you in one way or another. im really sorry.

2006-03-30T19:40:00.000-08:00

LOLS. im BACKIE. my comp is okay alr. and thanks AUNTIE INSANE (: and im oh-so glad tht PPL MISS ME. woohoos. (: so glad tht my lunatic comp is okay alr. woos~ (:

today was quite okay larhs. took the same bus with Suzana. (: and SHE SMILED AT ME! lols. kinda lunatic i know. she's so sweeet. and saw Edwin and Hiong Yong walking to school when my bus reaches jyss bus stop. and went in.. give Sin Jin the apron tht AUNTIE INSANE needs and headed to the canteen. hais. kinda sway larhs. have gastric pain during Mdm Ye's class. YiTan was like cute today. lols. bet Sin Jin knows wht im referring too. and i got scolded by the Weird Sandy today. OH-SO LUNATIC lorhs. but Sorry larhs. (: and headed for recess after Mr Koh's A-maths lesson. and bought YiTan and Sin Jin some breads after tht. OH yarhs. tht BREAD with EGG is kinda lunatic. (: but dont care larhs. Mr Lian's lesson is a bore. Mrs Tan's Physics was in fact better than those lessons i'd earlier. Crapped with Sin Jin while the others were busy studying. But HEYS. we studied too, okay? lols. and headed off home with him after tht.

i dont know wht happened to me larhs. DO I STILL LIKE YOU? OR DO I NOT? ARRGHS.

2006-03-13T22:46:00.000-08:00

HELLOE EVERYONE!
guess who's me?

umm. obviously not Jann the lunatic larh.
the insane one is here.
to announce that....

that..

THAT....

JANN WONT BE BLOGGING FOR A WHILE.
due to her lunatic comp.
oh no. that Jann must have influenced her comp.

i'm off.
bye bye.
dont miss jann too much.
miss me more :]

2006-03-10T15:24:00.000-08:00

my day was like oh-so bored. hais. and it's been a long time since i last posted on my day, right? i hate tht sucky cca t'cher of mine. so wht if the 3E2 girls dont have discipline? do u think i give a damn? i was like so fucked-up by her in e morning. seeing her can make my day terrible. and yea, TODAY is the LAST DAY of term ONE. and i got back my result slip today. but there's a typo error and it's with Ms Wong right now. flunked two subj, EL and Sci. and As for Maths, A-maths and F&N. but i guess there's a error for A-maths larhs. gonna ask Mr Koh after Ms Wong give me back my result slip.

TMR's sports day. oh noooooo. im running for my hse larhs. the 4 x 400m race. Ms Chua said she has faith in me. how lame. actually im not running. but Ms Chua wants me to run for one event. and I CANT EVEN CHOOSE FOR MYSELF! hais. how badddd.

i need a bath alr. IM SMELLY! good luck ppl if ure running for sports day tmr! and ANDES, jiayoo! we must win EVEREST. lols.

2006-03-10T06:23:00.000-08:00

HEYS PPL, im off to school alr. lols.

BYEEEEEE :)

2006-03-05T18:45:00.000-08:00

im friggin' bored can. just woke up from my dreams by those smses. arrghs. im more like a pig than a human nowadays. know wht? before sleeping just now, i had a small bowl of spaghetti. and after sleep, i had one big bowl. and now i just feel sleepy again. how lunatic. and lucky for those smses or else i bet im still sleeping even now. see, im a pig! (: my laptop is still lunatic! know wht? im now using microsoft outlook to go online. i cant get into the Internet! it's not becos of the network. but whenever i ticked onto Internet Explorer, it wouldnt come up. even those folders. can someone tell me why? :(

went for basketball training as usual in e morning. coach isnt happy with our attitude. so wht's wrong giggling with teammates. i dont understand larhs. today's training was like so tiring. and the training is getting tougher and tougher alr. i bet im dead after training next week. =X. i hate the running part. but i know coach wants our stamina and speed to be better. anyway, COACH SAID THT I IMPROVED! woos~ i was like so happy when he says tht. (: had laksa after tht. i was the slowest among them? yea. but i dont know why they can eat so fast! lols. and the three lunatics went to 'catch' those tadpoles inside the big drain next to the bus-stop opp yuhua cc after lunch. how lunatic! ppl was like walking past tht place and looked at us as if we are aliens. even those bus drivers who were driving! and Joyce even used her hands to catch those small lil' cute tadpoles. she said she found one with a super big head and she wants it. lols.

ppl, tag me tag me! and tell me if i should change my blogskin, okay? lols.

Bored =X

2006-03-04T19:15:00.000-08:00

studying. studying. studying.
im like so bored can.
friggin' bored right now.
had spaghetti just now.
yummlicious i can say.

wht happened to my precious laptop?
wht happened?
dead. im so dead can.
arrghs.
my life is tiring me down.
i need a life, seriously.
i dont know why am i so tired everytime after sch.
I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE.
frankly speaking, it sucks.

wht happened to me?
why is my attitude so sucky?
someone pls tell me why.
or maybe killing me is another good solution?
oh NO.

i flunked EL and CHEM.
my results are just so bad.
I NEED TO PROVE TO 'EM THT IM NOT STUPID.

anyway,
i'll be having my basketball training tomorrow.
it's a good thing i guess.
Sandy wouldnt be with me for the training next sunday?
she needs to attend some school event.
arrghs.
tomorrow will be another tiring day for me.
but hope it's fun too.
let's pray. :)

SHOPPING DAYS ARE NEARING! =]
i cant wait for tht.
i cant wait to shop with all my shopping laydees.
shopping can brighten my day, seriously.
I WANT TO SHOP! :)
i need more tops and bottoms :)

oh well.. i need to carry on studying alr.
chaos~

interhouse games

2006-03-02T20:06:00.000-08:00

I hate the t'cher-in-charge of netball. He totally sucks. Just tell us if he's not willing to be the t'cher-in-charge larhs. WHY must he be so sucky? Wth. It's not anyone's fault. Its HIS fault. And tht stupid referee of basketball from Andes. he sucks like hell. He's like so biase lorhs. Why cant he be more fair? When Rockies foul, he blow tht stupid thing. And when Everest foul, he dont give a damn and carry on with tht stupid game. Is it fair? NO! The Rockies have the right to be angry. Even the girls know how to be a better referee than him. Everyone saw tht there isnt any fouls, but he claimed tht is Rockies fault by beating someone's hand from Everest. How unfair. Everyone saw the Everest's guy beating the Rockies' guy hand lorhs. And he claimed tht he didnt see anything. Fuck. Can he just go and die? Ass.

My team got FOURTH in position for netball while the another team got the FIRST. Congrats Andes. But actually i was quite unhappy in the first place. How can they just change our teammates like tht? How unfair. So wht if they are my seniors? I dont give a damn.

:( I didnt know joining an interhouse game can be so sucky. But anyway I know I tried my best alr. :) 3 cheers for me. LOLS. I know it's lame. But nevermind.

Bad Day.

2006-03-01T17:05:00.000-08:00

Amos lost his HP today. Someone must have stolen it. He dont seemed to care abt it, but i dont know why. Yi Tan said his HP is oh-so rotten alr. So yea, I guess he thinks it's just a small matter.

I passed my A-maths retest today. I got 15/20! Utterly disappointed though. I wanted to score higher 'cos I flunked my first paper on set with a pathetic marks of 9/25. And I didnt take retest for tht particular paper you see. As for the monday test tht I took, I scored a pathetic marks of 10/25. But I'm the highest in the class alr. Hahaha. Can you believe it? I guess only those A-maths students in 3E2 can accept the fact. But I didnt regret taking A-maths. :) It's quite fun and interesting actually. And I decided to LOVE it than to HATE it. Some people in my class failed POA too. So it means tht POA isnt an easy subject too.

I havent finish doing Mr Lian's homework! Yup, tht Geography mindmap and Maths qns. And I havent tell Mum about my results for common test. I think she'll kill me by giving me a curfew? Gosh, I dont want tht. But I shall tell her ltr. Wish me good luck! Yay, I'm dead.

Lots of unhappy things happened nowadays. How I wish I can stop all those things from happening. It shall be a teaching for all of us involved. And as Ms Wong said, in the end it's HIM who lose, not the others. And Alyssa, cheer up! Though I dont know wht happened, but I'll be always there for you alright? Turn to me if you need help. :)

Mum told me tht i need my applicant card for my Piano Theory Cert but I dont think I have it with me. Dead. I think I'd thrown it away alr. I couldnt find it inside my drawer.

BYEEEEEE ~ I need to go and look for tht stupid card alr.

SUCKY.

2006-02-28T17:58:00.000-08:00

something happened aftr aspro today. he just simply sucks larhs. he thinks we guys are weaklings is it? no brain at all. how stupid. dont understand why he still can be in the express steam lorhs. Thiam Yue accidentally kicked onto his bag only wht. do he need to fight becos of this? how childish. 3E2; JYSS is NOT a kindergarden for you okay. and did Amos do something to you? NO! and if HE didnt disturb you in one way or another, why must you dump all those books onto the floor? you deserve a slap by everyone in the class. our class become so sucky becos of you. and those precious notices in the noticeboard is teared by you. and do you love the cupboard very much? just fuck off will you? wht an ass in our class. a disgrace. can he just go and die?

know wht ppl, I PASSED MY PHYSICS! woos~ i passed by 1/2 marks. shhh, dont laugh can? LOLS. and i'll be getting back my results of my A-maths test TMR! im sure i'll flunk it. but nevermind, there's a retest tmr during aspro! im studying for it ltr. so surprised tht Mum is home before me today. she said she took a cab and rushed back just to see ME! how lame. but it feels so good to know tht im not alone at home anymore. woos~ but i miss Reuben. didnt get to bade goodbye to him yesterday cos im busy. sorry baby. and yes, yesterday was the last day Mum is babysitting him. he's gg to the kindergarden tmr! I MISS YOU, BABY! and somehow i miss Lawrence too. i want those pics of Lawrence! boy, do you know how much i miss you? lols. but i know he's back at Japan now. arrghhs. PeiQin i want those pics okay? :)
this pic is frm Sam;

he dont look v. shuai in this pic larhs. but trust me, he look extremely shuai and cute. :) i miss Kayoe too. i miss those Japanese can.

and yea. i'll be getting back my Maths test paper on thurs. oh NOOOOO. wish me good luck ppl. i dont want to flunk it! lols. but i know i'll. DEAD :(

~~I LOVE STUDYING~~

OH NOOOOO~

2006-02-27T19:37:00.000-08:00

it's RAINING right now! rain rain go away! lols. today sucks. can you just imagine how someone feels when she flunked all her test? and yea, thts me. how sucks can my results get. ~~someone pls kill me now can? i dont want to live anymore.~~ wonder how am i gg to survive for o's. im so dead can. arrghs. and A-maths you may asked. im flunking it too. the most i'll get is 10/25. how bad ehs? lols. I DONT WANT TO CRY DURING THE RELEASE OF O' LVL RESULTS IN 2008!

I HATE CLUB ACTIVITIES! the thais are so lunatic lorhs. and PeiQin, SiHui, Sri and I looked like some celebrities. lols. i know it's lame. and we received lots of presents from them! :) thanks alot! and the ducktour thingy is SO LAME. arrghs. as i typed earlier, i hate club activities!

gonna go now before mummy kills me! i need to run an errand for my mum now. gosh. and I HAVENT FINISH DOING MR LIAN's HOMEWORK. gonna runnnnnn! LOLS. tkcr lots guys. BYEEEEE~

2006-02-26T23:29:00.000-08:00

gosh. it's the SECOND post of the day. im so bored and i cant get into sleeeeppp. arrghs. i dont want to study for A-maths alr. it's frigging bored! im just so bored can. arrghs. i cant play PIANO now! mum says i'll get complained from neighbours if i insisted on playing. WHY? see the crystal grand piano on my wishlist? i want tht as a present can? daddy i want i want! but he says our house is too small to put a grand piano. arrghs. and mum said it's too expensive. and both my sis said im lunatic! but i really <3 it to core! i want it! :(

dad's gg to get another new phone at ard june. arrghs. SOOO LOONGG! i want it now can? lols. he said he's gg to get one good fone for me but guess he's NOT. he's always like tht. :( but im sick and tired looking at nokia3120 alr.

can i dont go to school tmr? i dont want to entertain those indonesians in the morning! arrghs. i hate club activities. and i hate the t'cher as well. ~~can she just leave this club?~~ dad'll kill me if he knows i want to pon school again. guess i cant pon anymore. i dont want to be killed so young. lols.

im frigging bored larhs. i want to sleeeppp but i cant get into SLEEP! WHY? i dont know! arrghs. can someone just hit my head and make me faint? lols. how lunatic! :)

GOOD NIGHT GUYS :)
dream of me! mwahhs.

Bored =X

2006-02-26T13:31:00.000-08:00

im back from Basketball training! woos~ it's fun and not tiring at all. i love today's training! and we'r getting our jerseys soon! number thirteen, here i come! woos~ it's actually a FBT jersey *the reversible one with YUHUA CC on it. but i dont mind. =]

i must study alr. i cant slack anymore. actually i dont intend to surf the net today. but i just dont have the perseverance can. lols. A-maths test is on tmr! and i still dont really know how to tackle the qns. how dumb can i be? i dont know. hais. and i havent do my EL friendly letter! sh*t. i've EL tmr! i must rush alr. hais. i hate doing last min work. how come? i dont know! lols.

i need a haircut alr. i want a hairdo tht can make me look more sporty. and i need to go and get my contact lenses alr. and i need one pencilbox! oh nooo. guess i need shopping alr. arrghhs. i dont now how to survive for tmr! arrghs.

IT'S TIME TO STUDY! i hate studying. it sucks.

2006-02-25T18:35:00.000-08:00

im frigging bored! today is a bore. =[ i've been slacking ever since i reached home in the afternoon from Mrs Wee's hse. know wht? i havent tell Mrs Wee abt my theory results! i dont know how to break this news to her. im afraid she'll kill me. played piano for the last few mins just now. but i keep getting the wrong key! wht happened to me? i dont know! A-maths test is on monday! but i dont have the mood to study for it. wht happened? how i wish i know wht happened. but i dont know. arrghs. i hate it. i know i've to study for it but i just couldnt stop slacking. am i gg to die soon? i hope nope. YAY. bball training is on TMR. i cant wait for tht. i miss basketball training! but i miss camp more! how come? i dont know! LOLS. im getting more and more lunatic nowadays. is tht a good sign or a bad sign? i dont know! and why am i keep typing 'i dont know'? i dont know as well. LOLS. see, im really getting out-of-hands alr. i must study ltr. i cant slack anymore. i'd been eating and eating aftr camp. wht happened? i hate the feeling of starvation. but i hate the feeling of getting bloated too! lols. how weird. and to the insane ALYSSA, i want a blog for themaddies! woos~

wht exactly had happened to me?
why am i so mood-swing nowadays?
is my life really turning bad?'

p/s: i just changed my blog song ppl. it's untitled. i miss MAI. this is actually her fav. song if you guys dont know. how i wish i can see her again.

annual X-ctry

2006-02-24T20:54:00.000-08:00

X-ctry today was quite bored. i hate to be in the relay team. it's so sucky. nxt year i shall not run in the relay team anymore. or maybe i should say i dont want to be in either the first runner or third runner. running inside the forest was damn sucky lorhs. and i slacked quite alot. lols. but cant really blame larhs. it's just frigging hard to run up the slope. but i lovee running down the slope. it's fun! lols. how lame. though my team didnt get any medals this year, but nvm larhs. at least we know we've done our best alr. three cheers to andes! i bet Mr Lian isnt very happy today. haha. but who cares? andes rawks. haha. ran back with SinJin. lols. he said im fit! woos~ how lunatic. im still hungry after eating LJS. weird. somehow i love running. i dont know why larhs. but it makes me forget everything temporary. but lunatically, i hate runnings during bball training. i just need to train more harder for my stamina i guess. come on Jann, u shall do ur best in improving ur stamina and speed. i want to be like HuiTing. she's just so fast lorhs. how i wish i can be as fast as her. haha. dream on Jann. oh well.. i need a bath now. im smelly right now.

PIANO LESSON IS ON TMR! oh goshhh. i bet i'll be damn tired tmr.

2006-02-23T16:06:00.000-08:00

yeah ppl, common test are over alr. but my class test isnt over yet! tmr's social studies test. how sucky can Mr Siva get? i dont know. and monday's a-maths test. will i flunk it? i hope not. hopefully i can still pass it with a smile on my face.

nowadays im unable to smile anymore. i know everything is my fault. i shouldnt have been so petty, so childish. but tht's the thing. when close friends start to laugh and lie to you, wht will you feel. i had it enough. there aint any real friends in my life. they are just my classmates, not friends. i shall learn to be independent. and maybe this is the last post im blogging before i learn how to smile. my life turns sucky and i dont know how to turn it back. i hate them. in fact, i really feel like changing another environment. so wht if they know they'r wrong. i dont think they'll give a damn. i hate liers.

and wht if ur daddy will to say tht u didnt study but when u actually did. my daddy told me tht if i were to be the first in class, he'll love me damn lots. so wht if i dont get first in position. is results really tht important to you? i dont understand. didnt you see me studying at the middle of the night? did you really care for me before? did you really love me like the way you love sis? you didnt. i know tht im lousy. but i did try my best alr lorhs. i know their results are better than me. so wht? i dont know wht to do to make you believe tht i really did study lorhs. i know results will be the best prove. but i just cant study well enough to make you proud of me.

and another thing. i know im not good in piano. im not as good as jie. but at least i tried to play well. i know 80 marks to u seemed little. but to me, it's alot alr. i know u ppl arent happy with my marks. do u think im happy too? piano theory and studies are the same. have u ever praise me and say tht i played well. my piano practical is always higher than sis but u guys just simply thinks tht im lousy as my piano theory is bad. i dont understand.

sitting infront of a piano really makes me think alot. i thought of the camp. the words of encouragment ppl says. how ppl react with things together as one. how ppl hurt me by saying those words. i really felt so emotional when playing. i really hope i didnt learn piano when im young. at least i know i wouldnt be tht sad after all. but WHY? W H Y ? =[

BAD DAY.

2006-02-22T17:15:00.000-08:00

i hate my day.

i just hate it.

i have it enough.

whoever who angers me will not be entertained anymore.

it sucks.

ENGLISH FOR TMR =[

2006-02-21T18:17:00.000-08:00

im so stress! EL common test is on tmr! it's a 50mins paper on friendly letter. but other than memorising the format, there's nth i can do alr. =[

Maths common test was tough. i don't really know how to do. it's just plain difficult. and there isnt enough time to finish the whole paper. i didnt even check my paper before i hand in. will i flunk? but i decided not to give myself too much stress. i still have other papers to study for. i cant give up. i cant. but even if i really flunked it, i shall not give up. learning from mistakes are impt. the trip to GUNUNG DATUK had made me grow up. =]

know wht? i didnt flunk my CL common test! i got 50/100! mwahhs. a C6. i actually thought i'll flunk badly but i didnt. so therefore, i conclude tht CL isnt tht hard to score after all and i decided to study hard for CL too alr. i want to pass CL as well. =]

i almost fall aslp during Geography and Physics. i slept at 11.30pm ytd and woke up at 2.30am to study. see, im so hardworking. =X. and im studying ltr as well for A-maths, EL and Science. i hate Mrs Tan Eng Kiat. she just SUCKS. so wht if 3E2 is noisy? so wht if 3E2 isnt as clever as 3E1? i hate those t'chers who look down on 3E2. they sucks.

COMMON TEST =X

2006-02-20T21:17:00.000-08:00

PPL, GOOD LUCK FOR UR COMMON TEST! =]

tmr's maths common test. hope i dont flunk it like the way i usually does during sec2. maths is actually a very interesting subj. i lovee maths. =] i lovee science too. but all thanks to those hardworking t'chers tht made me lovee their subjs. =] they are just so patient in teaching us. thank you t'chers. and of course, my wonderful 3E2 freakz who had guided me along when im in doubt. thank you 3E2.

im frigging tired today. and i woke up late in the morning. haha. woke up at 6pm, and rushed for bus. ss was bored. Mr Siva spoilt my week! ahaas. but i lovee the other lessons. its interesting larhs. but Min Er was like so sleepy alr. haha. i bet most ppl are sleepy. but i didnt sleep! woos~

there's how my week is gg to be =] :
TUES [which is tmr] - Maths common test.
WED - EL common test.
THURS - Science common test / CL common test.
FRI - Social Studies common test / annual X-ctry.
SAT - piano lesson.
SUN - bball training.

see, my week is soooo interesting. =X. at least i think it's gg to be a challenge for me. i'd learn to be positive, you see. lols. but I'll definity flunk CL. i dont know why, but i wouldnt study for it larhs. i dont know how to study. *i know it's a lousy excuse. as for other subjs, i'll strive my BEST =]

STUDYING AT 2AM ltr! and calling the TWO FREAKZ, Shahida and Sin Jin at 3AM to wake them up. see, i so good. =]

STUDY HARD GUYS :)

GUNUNG DATUK

2006-02-19T17:02:00.000-08:00

camp was FUN! i love threeE2. it just simply rocks =]

DAY 1 [17 feb] :
went to school with my super heavy bag. everyone was totally excited for the expedition. and the class flag was made at the canteen! lols. its damn SUCKY. after pledge taking and singing of national anthem, we headed off to the bus with our foods. reached the tuas custom, handed my passport to the ppl over there, and know wht? the ppl said i need to change my passport pic! mwahaha. wht a joke. Amos saw my passport pic and laughed like maddd. and i saw YiTan's! so shuai and cute! lols. had alot of laughter inside the bus. we sang, took pics, slept and Jumali go over to everyone who were sleeping and took snaps of them! lols. the pics turned out to be v. funny! we took the whole morning to reach there cos it's quite far from johor. and after 20mins of walk, we reached the base-camp. its actually a hall tht muslim prays. so we are supposed to take off our shoes whenever we want to go in. cooked our lunch and dinner over there. and Eric's lunch was better than my grp! but Eric wants our lunch! lols. and bathing time wasnt really sucky after all. there wasnt really many girls fighting to bath. the guys helped to cook when the girls were bathing and the girls helped to clean up when the guys went to bath. how united! and camp fire was fun. the t'chers sang. everyone was laughing away and cheering. =] after camp-fire, we crapped and i actually went to listen to Mr Ng's singing. haha. and then, looking at the stars together with YiTan. so romantic ehs? haha. but he knows wht im thinking and of cos, i know his too. =] Dian and guys are looking at the stars too. but just for a while only. it was a tiring day and we slept, and know wht? i was dreaming of my piano! lols. it's lame i know. but i miss my piano lots!

DAY 2 [18/2] :
woke up at ard 5am, wash up and prepared breakfast. Hiong Yong was starving cos he finished his breakfast on DAY 1. haha. and he actually wanted my breakfast! how lame. but in the end i didnt give him mine. packed our bags after tht and did some work-up. actually we were supposed to do the work-up in grps but know wht? WE DIDNT! we did it as a class! how united! and i love tht moment. went to climb the mountain after tht. and as ShunCheng said, all threeE2 freakz are fit! =] everyone managed to reach the summit except SiHui and the scenery was nice. =] it's just so enjoyable. but Ms Wong said we had no much time left so we had to hurry and go down. the climb was tiring but fun too. and Ziyong, Hiong Yong and Eric were just like three monkeys lorhs. they were playing and laughing when ppl fall down. haha. of cos, they got scolding by those t'chers. lols. got changed and gathered outside the base-camp after the climb. we got punished by Mr Tan and did push up under the HOT-SUN! YiTan was quite unhappy abt tht and he actually said he wanted to beat someone up =X. walked to the main road and 3E1 actually took the bus first. the another bus was late. so we were made to wait under the HOT SUN while 3E1 can sit inside the air-con bus which is NOT-FAIR! arrghs. but we cant do anything either. =[ the bus came and we went to somewhr to have our lunch. had A&W and it's yummlicious. reached s'pore at around 8+ and went back home after tht. i love the laughers in the bus. and YiTan was just like a father of 3E2. =] thks for ur care and concern, YiTan. lols. tht's wht everyone told him inside the class. and of cos, thks t'chers! =]

finally i got to see the class spirit. this camp had made 3E2 grown up.

2006-02-16T06:18:00.000-08:00

TML's CAMP! yeahs~ whee~ woos~

I love camp. I dont know why but I just love it. Maybe it's because I'm able to see the class spirit of 3E2 soon? But I'm frigging worried now. Know what? I haven't packed my bags. I dont even know which bag to use. Yeahs, camp always rocks. But this year, it's just totally different. And of course, I'm sure it'll be fun.

Went to school as per normal today. And lessons were bored! Min Er and I actually almost slept during Mrs Hon's lesson (the first two lesson of the day). And we had THREE periods of Mr Lian's Maths today. As you can see, common test is on next week and camp's on tml. And therefore he used his one period of Geography to teach Maths. Had Chinese common test today. I'm flunking it. I didn't even know how to write those words and i left it blank. A-maths was bored too. But Kang Kiat went berserk during A-maths class. He slept inside 3E2 classroom during A-maths when he's supposed to go to the classroom below 3E2 classroom. Of course, people are trying their best to wake him up. But he continued sleeping. The A-maths students (including me) heard chaos and saw YiTan walking to the Office. Mr Koh went up to see what happen and of course, everyone ran out to see. The another empty class next to 3A1 classroom was ruined by him. He threw tamper on the tables and chairs and it's just so chaotic. SinJin and I was like running like mad dogs. =] But sometimes I think he shouldn't be in this class. He ruined 3E2. Or i should say he ruined my secondary life? Lols. I bet he's gg to flunk his O's. If he don't help himself up, no one can help him.

Physics is another boring one. That old auntie cant seem to stop crapping.

Went to Jurong Point during Aspro with my teammates to buy those groceries. Of course, we had different points of view. But in the end we still managed to get all our meals for tml and sat. =] yippees. 3 cheers to US !

met Orville, and went to his house to take sleeping bag from him. And he acc me back home! Woos~ It's been a long time since someone sent me back =] oh yarhs, i still rmb. The last time was on my bday last year! Kelvin sent me back home. But Orville craps like hell and I rmb Kelvin was super quiet. All the crapping was by me. Lols. =]

I need to PACK MY BAGS NOW! chaos~ dont miss me too much! =X

AISHITERU =]

2006-02-15T21:02:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THOSE JAPANESE! expecially LAWRENCE! he's just so damn shuai okay? ahaas~ took his pics today! whee~ im crazy in LOVE in HIM! haha. and KAYOE's so kawaii. lols. hope SAM send me e pic ASAP. =] and i havent got their e-mail from tht girl! PeiQin, send their e-mail to me if tht girl sent it to u alr okies? =] send to e not hotmail onee. lols.

arrghs. know wht? chinese common test is on tml! im dead. i lost my bk =X and i havent finish doing my A-maths! =[ im just so tired alr. felt like slping and get an mc tml. but i know i cant larhs. oh well..

LAWRENCE SHUAI!
JOSHUA SHUAI!
SHAWN SHUAI! =] im in love with the THREE of them. =]

2006-02-14T16:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO JUMALI!

had a mini-celebration today in e canteen during lunch. its not really as fun as i expected to be. but at least we do have fun, right? haha. a strawberry dropped onto me just now. and e shoulder part of my uni is with e cream tht is on e strawberry. and actually this is supposed to be a celebration of JUMALI and YITAN's bday. but YITAN didnt want to eat tht cake bcos he ate e same cake on his bday. so in e end, he didnt eat e cake. and e cake i brought up to e class was eaten by AMOS. haha. went down with DIAN again and i had a BIG slice of tht cake. it's yummlicious. and ALYSSA the insane ate it too.

back to class for aspro. MS CHUA was in e class for e whole aspro period. but i still continued chit-chatting. haha. discuss e groceries item with SINJIN and YITAN. haha. it seemed like SINJIN is a idoit in choosing groceries. LOLS. Alyssa, next time teach him alright? he's just so blurrrr like you. mwahhs. and tht YITAN was quite experience in buying larhs. haha. tht makes him sound like an uncle in a market. opps.

ltr maybe gg out with SHUN CHENG, SANDY and LUCHELLA. but my sis wanted us to acc mummy on Valentine's day this year as daddy isnt gg to celebrate with her. he's always working. =[ so maybe im not gg anymore? HMMMMMM ...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

2006-02-13T19:49:00.000-08:00

=] just got back from school. im damn hungry now. arrghs.

took e same bus with Sandy, Foong Wah, Dian, Eric and MinEr. woos~ so coincedence yea? i think so too. lols. we crapped alot in e bus and its full of laughters. went to school, chit-chatted and did alot of stuffs. and we sat on our new places today. woos~ tht was okay than last time after all. at least i can get to concentrate more. =]

Chemistry was a bore. Ms Wong was nagging at us after we are seated in our new arrangement. she's alil too naggy sometimes but i really appreciate tht. at least she cares to nag at us.

A-maths? we had alr coming to an end of chpt 2 alr. now Mr Koh is starting with indices. oh.. it's A-maths with E-maths. but it's quite okay larhs. not really hard as it seemed to be.

aftr sch, Mr Weng sent Cheng Jin, Hui Ting and tht everest captain AND ME =] to clementi indoor stadium. they lost again. =[ rushed back for cca and to meet those sweeties. thn waited for Sandy. her cca ended quite late. and i was extorted by WenDa, Hiong Yong and Hong Da. they took away all my coins and left a 2 dollar note. and i still owe Hiong Yong 80cents. gosh. i hate being bullied by those boys. and Hiong Yong just took away my wallet like nobody business. arrghs. but in e end he did return me larhs.

gg study alr. chaos~

2006-02-12T15:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAY YITAN.

went to yuhua cc in e morning for training. its quite fun larhs. and e kiddies actually wanted to "fight" with us. how lame. cant they just grow up? ... and Joyce wasnt feeling well after match. hope she's fine now.

HuiTing told me sth just now. shit larhs. i just simply think its lame. alright. i dont want to spoil my wonderful day. but i just think they are like those kiddies lorhs. dont understand.

studying after blogging. oh nooo. i havent touch my hmwk! shit

2006-02-11T20:40:00.000-08:00

had a GREAT day today. i didnt tell Mrs Wee abt my results. im scaredd larhs. x] how could i tell her when i did so badly? but its just e matter of time. arrghs. i prefer pianoPRACTICAL. i just hate studying&memorizing larhs.

went to Mrs Tan's hse after tht. it's just so funnnn. and we took ALOAD OF PICS TODAY. i mean ALOAD okies? haha. had a great day larhs. and i was trying to find a valentine present for someone. but i didnt know which is e best so i didnt buy. LOLS. i just want a perfect present can? opps~

2006-02-10T17:57:00.000-08:00

today is okay larhs. and daddy got his o's result today. he said he was rather disappointed. WHY? i dont understand him larhs. and Orville got back his results too. he was rather happy. cos at least he can get into one poly. and some ppl cried too. i shall not say out who he is. but it's pathetic larhs. ~~i dont want to cry when getting my o's results too.~~

we changed our seating arrangement today. im sitting with MinEr. mwahhs. Eric, dont worry. i wouldnt desiao her unless i got e time. haha. SinJin and YiTan will be sitting behind us and Luchella, Joyce infront of us. i think Luchella was quite unhappy sitting next to Joyce. but nevermind larhs Luchella. u still have ME. mwahhs. just dont say im too irritating will do. LOLS. im quite happy with my partner actually. at least there's someone to talk to. not like peiying. haha. and my place will be chaotic during recess and lunch i assure. Eric and buddies will definitely come and make us feel fed-up. and another side of mine will be Shu Hui if im not wrong. haha. im quite happy with my seating arrangement larhs. at least it's just better than last time. i bet i can concentrate more now. =]

tml is saturday! and im gg to tell my t'cher tht i got 80 for theory? oh noooo. i cant imagine how she'll react. but nevermind larhs. and yeahs. Mrs Tan's hse! woos. i cant wait for tht. and i'll also be having my new 500 free sms tml! yeahs. i can finally sms w/o any fear alr. mwahhs. tml'll be a great day. =]

2006-02-09T16:39:00.000-08:00

oh well. i hate today. it ~~totally~~ sucks. i dont know why. but it seemed like i dont have e mood to study. A-maths' damn tough lorhs. E-maths was quite okay larhs. and it seemed like if i were to understand A-maths, E-maths is not a prob. but i hate maths larhs. and ppl are telling me tht POA is easier. arrghhs. regretted not chosing POA. but i want to get into a JC if i can.

common test are nearing. oh noooo. im not prepared for it larhs. sec 3 is just so tough to survive with good grds and smiles. i just want to love studying like how i love e piano. but i dont know how to make study more interesting. arrghs. how i wish im in a music sch tht can make me face e piano for e whole day. but its impossible larhs.

alright. its time for me to bath and study after tht. i really dont want to cry when getting my results.

2006-02-08T19:45:00.000-08:00

oh noooo. im so smelly! haha. just came back from hse-practise. its pretty okay larhs. cos those upper-sec guys kept me acc. oh im one upper-sec student. mwahhs. i forgotten. x]

yeahs. school sucks. everything sucks. hope Shahida's okay now. my voice sucks too. it's still so sucky larhs. i was so tired. and running around e 3rd and 4th floor is damn tiring. but for e sake of e couple and e girl, i ran like maddd. just simply maddd. and Hiong Yong was damn irritating. why do he loves to look at fights? dont understand. PEACE!!

hse-practise was held at NTU stadium today. and Ms Chua asked me to run 4 x 400. it's like so hard lorhs. i dont want to run larhs. but im been forced to.

e FOUR of us went outside e general office of NTU today. we just dont feel like listening to those t'chers. and Choon Seng is lunatic. Yun Qi was like crapping away and telling me tht im in e process of growing up so shouldnt think abt HIM too much. lols. how lame. then Kar Ming was like keep scaring me lorhs. he's just so damn tall.

i hate tht girl. maybe 'hate' is too strong a word. but nevermind. i dont give a damn. if she wants to transfer out, just transfer larhs. dont keep saying all those rubbish can? i cant stand her.

2006-02-07T20:10:00.000-08:00

uhmm.. weird day. =] i didnt know coming to school is so bad x). but i really hate today. it sucks like hell.

took e same bus with theSPASTIConee today. she's just so spastic. mwahhs. and she has the song from i not stupid too. *wa lao i want! okay. school just sucks larhs.

something happen during PE class. but i dont want to mention. it just spoil my mood.

okay. i didnt have a great day today. tml'll be as sucky as today. maybe even more. i dont know larhs. ~~school sucks~~

oh yarhs. i got my theory results yesterday. i got 80/100! it's a MERIT. mwahhs. im happy larhs. i didnt expect myself to get a merit. mwahhs.

2006-02-06T17:39:00.000-08:00

i was so fucked up by e doctor from clinic. know wht? he gave me tml's mc and not today's. and i was like telling him tht i need today's mc as i didnt go to school mahs. then he said no. wth. felt like killing him. shit. i felt like dying. i dont have the mc to show Ms Wong tml. dead. and e doctor ask me to show my t'cher e pay slip. weird. wht a stupid doctor. i'll sue him if i got e money. hmphs.

waiting alone infront of e clinic door is terrible. its been a long time since i last waited for something. and it sucks. i started to think of things tht i shouldnt be thinking of. and i sat infront of e piano yesterday and found out tht i hasnt been thinking much this year. i almost cried but i didnt larhs. and i've a weird qns in mind.

okay. i've one other blog. and it's kind of private. gees. but i guess it holds nth larhs. just crap. so dont bother to ask me for the url. i wont tell. mwahhs.

2006-02-06T13:43:00.000-08:00

gees. im slacking at home now. ltr gg down to see e doctor and get ONE mc from him. mwahhs. and HEYS. it feels so good to pon school. at least i dont need to take my A-maths and Chem's tests. haha. im just not prepared for the tests. those tests are just too sucky. haha. Alyssa just got her k750i yesterday! not fair. i want a new phone too. i want i want. but my daddy said i can only change my phone after my plan expires. it so loongg. arrghhs. nevermind then. =[

*wonder how's school today. ppl, TAG me and tell me wht happened today okay?

2006-02-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

alright. im back. =] i know u guys miss me. mwahhs.

went to play just now. and shop too. haha. didnt really buy alot of things larhs. and im sick and tired to shop at jurong point alr. haha. Hui Ting bought alot of things today. compared to me larhs. LOLS.

didnt get to buy the BLACK file. it's so ex! and therefore, i dont intend to go to school tml. i dont want to get scolding from the blacky. hahaha. =X

saw Amos in bus when Sandy and I were gg back. LOLS. he's a weirdo. =X and ppl, dont miss me too much! =]